Fear it is real and it is the most powerful emotion that u will ever experience we all have something we fear and we all try our hardest to over come it but do u know the best way to deal with it is to accept it then there's nothing left to fear...
Marcus.
I've left Feory and I'm on my way back home I haven't gone to school for 2 weeks just to give Lucas time to get to know Alex and forget about me so far so good he doesn't think of me all the time like before he's just a little worried he has stopped dreaming about me now and all I can see in his head most times is Alex he's going to be OK with him I hope.
Alex.
I'm working and yet this mark is making me feel something for him the person that hired me told me that this boy is different there's a royal vampire that's soul bound to him my job is to keep them apart but it seems I'm falling for the boy I'm thousands of years old and I've never felt this for anyone my very existence is telling me to claim him and it's scaring me that I'm almost on the verge of doing it but to piss off the vampire's king isn't a good idea I may be a demon but true blood vampires are on a different level of power he maybe able to kill me if he wishes it "so Alex are we hanging out today?" I got out of my day dream I looked at him standing in front me I nodded "so u gonna come over to my place this time" I asked he said he wasn't ready to see my place but I needed to get him to be mine so that he would forget about Marcus so I walked up to him and kissed him gently at first he was shocked this is the first time I've done this I've been avoiding it for awhile now it was long and sensual I placed my hands on his sides and held him in place while I kissed him licked his lips over and over I started pulling back to see his face it was colored with his blush "OK hun we can hang at tour place" he nodded and we started walking to my car and we got in we've been coming to school together for a few weeks now we just have to wait for Lisa and Lauren to come out of the school.
His phone rings "so ya'll not coming then?" I hear what Lisa said my highten hearing really does come in handy so he say ok and hangs up the phone "so it's just us today I smiled and we head over to his house his parents weren't home so we went to his room I removed my shoes and got on his bed while he changed his clothes it was hard to sit and watch while his body moved to remove the clothing from it all I wanted to do was walk over to him and start licking every part of him that my togue could touch he caught me stairing "stop don't do that" I smiled and didn't look away for a minute he was cute when he got embarrassed "why must I u are beautiful" he looked at me in shock once again it's as if no one has told him these things before I got out of the bed and walked to him while he stood there without a shirt on I leaned in and kissed his sweet lips sending shiver through his body he wanted more and I was will to give it to him without objections until I felt eyes on me burning holes into my back it was what I expected to happen when the connection started to hit his heart when ever someone touches what's his I smiled to myself and continued to touch him and before I could place my hand on him again time stopped and I mean stopped lucas was frozen and the panic hit me he was truly a much more powerful being than I was and that scared me because I'm suppose to be the stronger one I needed to stop thinking and force him out of my head or else he would know who sent me and would be over "do u think by putting up so many walls it would stop me demon I already know what u are" he was thrown off he though I was trying to hide what I am I smirked "I knew there was something off about u a vamp" I pretended to not know who he was I hope he doesn't realise it "what do u want with Lucas" he was ready to kill me I could feel it the power coming off him in waves hitting me telling me to run far and fast before death comes to takes me I looked at him and told him my feelings "I like him I don't know what is different with him compared to anyone else it's like he's magic I just want him to be happy" I lied but told the truth at the same time I wanted him to be mine but he was just a job and I felt guilty Everytime I though about hurting his feelings this is going to be hard because one out of 2 things are going to happen and in those both situation I end up dead and yet still I would risk it all for a simple human boy?
Marcus.
I haven't used the full extent of my power in awhile it was good feeling it rush through me he was hiding something but he was serious about being with Lucas he was willing to die for him what is it about him that people will lay down there own existence just to make him happy he has to be either magic or an angel and he is neither of them I looked at Alex one last time before I turn my back on him it hurt to let Lucas go but I had to he wasn't safe with me not right now not ever I think I'm falling in love and I wish it wasn't happening he needs someone who isn't a danger to him so I would let him go and try not to get on the way of him and Alex I started walking away I stopped at the window "if u hurt him in anyway I will destroy u and eat your soul" he smiled and nodded I unfroze time and got out of the room.
I went to my room as soon as I got in the house and Lauren looked at me she could feel my pain "u need to stop punishing yourself for things that are out of your control this time it's real and not even the council can deny u him he's yours" I looked at her she was so naive the council wouldn't care just because he's not a pure breed vamp I would have to turn him he wasn't born and they would hear anything the minute they saw that he was human I smiled at her for trying doh and kissed her cheek and went to sleep maybe tomorrow I'll feel less depressed about him.
Lucas.
Alex kissed me good bye and left he didn't try to go any further than kissing me it was fun having someone kiss u like that but after a while it felt like his life depended on it he would hold me tight while out lips met we had layed together in my bed talking we even took a shot nap it was 8 pm now and he was leaving he peaked me on the cheek and was out of the house mom came home first while I was in the kitchen I felt like cooking so I did she walked in "damn in here smells so good" I just chuckled we sat and talked over dinner while I'm the middle of it dad came home and joined us we ate and chatted when we were finished I washed the dishes and went had a shower and was off to bed Alex texted me good night and I said the same as I was about to close my eyes I got a message from Marcus M- Hey how's it going?
I wasn't sure what to say to him I kept trying to forget him but I just couldn't he was in my mind my being I couldn't understand why it was so hard to get him out my system so I texted back
L- I'm good are u back in town yet?
M- Yeah I'll be back in school from tomorrow.
I smiled to myself he was back I hope he wasn't going anywhere anytime soon again I just wanted to see him nothing more I told myself I texted back L- K cools can't wait to see u.
He was silent for a minute or 2 M- Yeah can't wait to see u to good night Lucas.
L- good night Marcus.
We stopped texting and I placed my phone to charge I smiled to myself I'll get to see him tomorrow I rolled over and let sleep take me in to a dream about Marcus being with me and only me for all of eternity.
