Why does love hurt?
Lucas.
So for the past week I've been spending time with Marcus and Lauren at there place I've seen their older brother around giving me looks I don't know why he refuses to talk to me but it doesn't bother me that much.
Marcus has told me about stuff that has happened that I wasn't around for like when his friend took me I wasn't to happy about it but I let it slide we haven't been a part since he told me about him self I've spent the night in either his bed or my bed with him it seems it's hard to be apart so it's the weekend and we're staying at Lisa's place while her parents are out of town she wanted to keep a party but I refused to let her so it just a few friends coming over we get everything ready and she calls her girls and the girls called some boys we just hang out around each other and laughed and talked but while I'm talking to my friends I could feel Marcus's eyes on me leaving a trail of heat on my skin I asked him the first time I felt it if that was one of his abilities but he never answered and just smiled I looked at him and all I wanted was to feel his arms around my body embracing me I said excuse me to my friends and walked over to him and sat in his lap the girls watched us with glee while the guys just laughed at them my and Lisa's friends were cool with who I am so we just didn't hide it I kissed Marcus while he smiled at me "stop doing that to my skin" I whispered on his lips feeling his hot breath on my own "I will if u stop looking so perfect all the time" I smiled and bite my lip I know what that does to him "this game we're playing will only have losers in it" he smirked at me "I never loose baby" while we were talking the girls just kept on looking at us Lisa and Lauren walked in the room with the food "get a room" Lisa said while smiling at me "please do" Lauren said looking at her brother it was fun playing with Marcus he had a lot more control than I did and I think that's why it's going to be fun testing that control and pushing it to the limit I smirked to myself and got out of his lap he smiled and went back to talking to one of the guys.Lisa.
So I'm not sure but I think I like Lauren she's just so perfect I'm bisexual by the way
So I've been having dreams about her all the time it's becoming constant and I've decided tonight after our little get together I'll tell her and hope she likes me to fingers crossed.
So Marcus and Lucas are all over each other it's nice that Luc's happy it was about time he and Marcus saw what me and his sister did but who could blame him I don't think Lauren sees of I feel so I walk back into the room after filling the bowls with chips again to see some guy talking to Lauren but he wasn't just talking he was flirting with her I wasn't even sure he was my friend or Lucas's so I walk over to them "um who are u" he looked at me in surprise "I'm friends with Nicole" I looked at her and she confirmed it I didn't say another word I just walked away and went to hang with Melissa "so I see u haven't spoken to her yet" Melissa smirked at me she's my ex turned my best girl friend I told her about Lauren and she convinced me to tell her how I feel but so far I haven't been able to muster up the courage to do so "if u keep waiting someone's going to get her" I was getting angry so I walked off on her and I heard her giggle I walked up to Lauren and kissed her at first she was in complete shock but after a few seconds she kissed me back "Lauren I like u" I said those words and walked out the house feeling like such and idiot cause if she rejected me I would loose a really good friend.Lauren.
She kissed me I didn't think she would but I've noticed how she felt for a while now seeing her arguing with herself in her mind weather or not she should have told me she was planning to tell me when we were going to bed buy me flirting with this boy set her off my brother was looking at me in shock this would be my first time having feelings like this for a human and even more so a girl she lights up my day with her smile and the way she speaks I didn't think I would have done anything for her to think I like her back just because I was so scared but watching her walk away from me made me change my mind.
I was looking for her when I found her in the back yard with her face in her palms "Lauren I'm so sorry I didn't mean for it to happen like this but watching that boy with u made me want to show him that u are mine" her words scared me she would do anything to have me and I wish I didn't feel the same she was about to speak but I walked over and lifted her face with my hand and kissed her lips softly and she leened into it our kiss got deep and filled with lust I pulled away "I also feel something for u so don't worry I would have done the same" she smiled and we went back to the party her holding my hands and me praying that everything between us works out.Lucas.
So Lisa likes Lauren and she didn't tell me I'll get her for that so our get together was winding down so I started picking up stuff and cleaning a few of the guys were still talking to Marcus about joining the foot ball team it was nice watching him interact with people so I walked out back to throw the garbage in the bin when Ravon came out of thin air "so if I scared u" he smiled at me I panicked a little but I gave him a small smile in return "it ok I just have to get use to it" he was about to walk in the house but I stopped him "Hey Um.... Why do u glare at me so much did I do something wrong?" he looked at me in shock he couldn't believe I asked him that he turned to me and I got scared "it's not that I don't like u I'm worried for u and Marcus from what he's told me is that ya'll are connected by the goddess herself and that scares me this what's happening with both of u hasn't happened in years and it's scary because the last time it happened my father was the one to experience it he didn't deal with it well and he destroyed a nation do u know why the called it the dark ages in that time well it was because our father went on a rampage after he found someone like u he was connected body and soul to a human and when she was killed he destroyed the people that did it and anyone that crossed him he had no Heart he just had rage the only reason the didn't kill him was because he's a elder and one of the strongest not even Marcus could stand against him without suffering grave injuries" I was worried now after what's been happening with me I'm worried what would happen if I were to die "don't worry I have Gaurds on u at all times u may not see them but they're there" I smiled at him and I realise now he's just worried about his brother "Ravon I understand what u are say but know this I will protect him with all I am I maybe human but I would die for Marcus" I said those word with conviction and I was surprised of how sure I was I would protect him and shield him even if I were to die at least he would get to live and that is my truth.