I wanted you to know, that I apologize if you want to laugh, extreme depression, insomniac crashes, why laugh at us, point us out, show us our flaws, we are on our way back home, I got obsessed with the life of a new man, drinking down my sense of feelings and pain with pride, I don't know if I can make a comeback, you left me all alone, you point these scars out on my arm, well, I'll tell you a story, before I was insulted, I didn't have these scars, you left me here alone, sometimes, I look at them,saying I'm sorry, my body didn't deserve punishment, I changed for the worst, I got thin, I gained these scars, I had these marks of hate, shit, I don't know why I didn't stop the bleeding, I don't know how to help, end my tears, this music is my life, now looking forward to seeing the dawn of a new day, these people can't see this, just a depressed teen, I ask for your time, I heard that you were chilling with a new crowd, a week later they shut you out, I shook with shock,I remember when I first met you, but I can't relieve the fact you aren't who I remember you, my heart is shattered, the sweetest lie ever told, when you told me you loved me, I wish fate hadn't been so harsh, I am not a big man, I'm just not ready to accept this,demand an apology, you never gave your heart, you never shown love, your heart is gone, I loved you so, but I was wrong, you acted like you hated me, but deep down you fear for me, next I know your back with someone, and that someone tells me your worried, I prayed to God, I'm sorry I missed that memo, this isn't fake this is real life, I only want to be able to forgive you for bringing me to my darkest hour, I'm so confused, who broke my rule it wasn't me so it had to be you, im sorry I didn't get to know if you will ever get better, your a dark soul, I'm not sure we will be friends again, I was stuck, where do I go, that kiss was real, I should have seen this coming, when you stopped speaking, you set my heart ablaze with a can of gasoline, you can't own me, your heart is smashed, I loved you so, I'm far to wrong, I kept on trying, but to no avail, I could only cry, they called you back to where you came, your poems telling the Same story,you freak out, you talk about it but can't remember why, I don't even know why you deserve this damn apology, for something you did, the thought was loaded and cocked,seconds from death, down and depressed, lately you don't even know, I offer my apologies for not providing you a valid reason to lie to my face and leave me, I'm not like the others, I considered you my family, don't try to be anything to me, half of my friends think I'm trying to hard, you've been a real good friend, sorry I let you down, I lately don't know, I feel that you don't care, well neither do I,
