To all my friends, and all my family, I want to say goodbye, and I love you, I have had many dreams of death, each more soothing, I want to die, please grant my wish, I hate my life, its not worth the effort, I don't think I will recover, I am not sure if I am even here anymore, so close your eyes, I'm sorry I want this, but shush with a whisper, I'm gone like the wind, me and the razor, my only friend, he relieves the pain, though he kisses my skin, he is my means home, for I am an angel, who wants to leave hell,don't fear, don't cry,nothing you can do, as you watch the white from my eyes, in a casket, their all asking why, but I can't say, for the one who takes me, has no name, has no hands, yet strangles me heavily, this stranger is deaths right hand man, he kills with a whisper in the night, Depression the silent taker, he takes them, pulling the trigger, moving the Razer, tying the noose, pouring the poison, gives you the push from the highest building, claims you as his home, depression, the killer of men, takes lives at a frightening rate, always there, never leaving, he's the evil who's here to stay, depression, depression, oh how he haunts me, he is my enemy, he is not hiding, yet he is always hidden, hidden in the night, so silent, hidden by smiles, breaking our hearts, I am not a survivor, I am a prisoner, he never left, I could control him, now he's back, I want him to leave, with the shush of a whisper, the ring of the Bell, the killer took one, a young man, not yet 20, jumped from the building, fell to his death, I want to say one more goodbye, savy if you read this,I'm sorry, its getting harder to control this agony of depression, I am sitting here, fighting the devil, fighting my demons, praying that I can go one more day, I shouldn't be this way, but I can't control it anymore, I'm sorry, I'm in a tough place, between life and death, please find it in your heart to forgive me, I'm not me anymore, save me
