Fighting Your Demons - H2OVanoss

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Delirious's P.O.V

I had just finished another one of my books when I heard my door being unlocked and Evan stepped inside " Come on were eating" he said gently but I shook my head no " Get your ass up before I make you" I don't know why but I loved to see him angry, I got up walking out of the room and sat down at the table next to Luke and Evan sat next to David staring at me " Ok when are you going to take your mask off it's creepy as fuck dude" Craig said as he walked in and sat down next to Tyler I let out a chuckle " And don't laugh that's even worse" I saw him shift uneasy and Tyler was now eyeballing me, Lui placed everything on the table after he was done cooking it and so the guys ate but I wasn't hungry so I sat there " Don't you eat either dude your defiantly the creepiest fuck I've ever seen" Craig said as he gave me a nervous look " Jon I don't know why you don't eat in front of us but if you don't get something I will make you" Evan growled at me but I just leaned back in my chair.

He got up and walked over to me grabbing me by the collar of my shirt and pulled my face a little to close for my liking then I saw Luke stand up out of the corner of my eye but I pushed him back down in his seat " Are you going to eat" he snapped at me and I just ripped his hand off of me pushing him back, I was now standing in front of him the guys all got up form their seats and were getting ready watching me to see what I did next while Evan stood firmly waiting for a reaction, I got close to his face to where our forehead were touching I saw him starting to grow nervous I grabbed his shirt and his face went red, I laughed at little letting go and walked away from him as I walked into the weight room I turned to see him giving me a weird look if I didn't know any better id say the guy was into me.

I shut the door behind me and took off my shirt putting gloves on before I started to jab at the punching bag, when I felt a cold gust of air I turned to see Evan walking in his eyes locked on me as he sat down and started to curl some weights I smiled returning to what I was doing till I felt like that was enough, Evan was still staring me down like a hawk as I went over and wiped the sweat off my face laying down to do some bench presses, my neck has healed it's been about a week now and I'm not about to let my body go soft plus I liked the rush I got when I pushed my bodies limits, I heard the door open but I didn't stop " Hey Jon your good at cleaning guns right?" I heard a soft voice say I put the weight down and sat up to see Lui standing nervously at the doorway Evans eyes were now on Lui.

I just nodded yes at him " Um well would you mind looking at my gun" he sounded a bit nervous which I liked but I couldn't turn up the offer I'm more of a knife person but I haven't had a weapon in my hand in a few days so I stood up and slung my shirt over my shoulder following Lui out of the room we walked into the living room since the gun room was on the other side of the house, I did some sneaking around when Luke was passed out on the couch " Holy fuck dude did you fight a blender" I looked at Tyler's face and his eyes were wide as he looked over my scars, I couldn't help but smile under my mask because I knew they looked bad and it just showed how much I can take I don't mind people seeing the ones on my chest and torso because it made me feel intimidating, I stayed quite as I walked into the room with Lui I saw a chair pulling it out and then siting down.

I watched as Lui brought a M2010 Enhanced Sniper Rifle over and sat it in front of me, I traced the barrel and all along the body of the weapon " It has been jamming a lot and I don't know how to fix it but Luke said you had a thing with this stuff so would you look at it for me" he asked nervously the guy seemed like a big softy but if this is his gun I know he's got a tough side to him I gave him a nod and he grabbed me some tools to take the gun apart, we took everything apart and I started to mess around with the guns chamber as Lui cleaned off some other parts, once I was done enhancing it I put it back together and handed it back to him " Do you want to come with me when I test it" he asked I was shocked at the offer since I wasn't aloud near anything let alone a loaded gun but I wanted to hear it fire, I stood up and followed him to their shooting range that was built into their armory which was a nice touch and judging by the thickness of the walls it was also sound proof.

he pushed a button and targets started to pop up and down, he slowed his breathing taking deep breaths releasing after he fires the kids accurate hitting every target in the small dot on the chest and he was also fast with reactions to he only hit the red targets and never touched a blue one " Wow that was the best this thing has fired in years" he said smiling like an idiot " Thank you" he said in his squeaker voice which I smiled at a bit it was amusing to me how he could do that so easily " I know your not aloud" he said as he handed me the gun I hesitated for a moment but he gave me a nod and I took the gun from him getting myself ready, once he pressed the button I saw a new set of targets pop up it didn't take me long to shot each one I was faster then him and I saw out of the corner of my eye he was in awe as he watched me take each one out with accuracy and speed " You'll be good when Evan lets you come on missions with us" he said a proud smile on his face.

For not knowing him much he seemed like a good guy and this little experience made me respect him a little more, I handed the gun back to him and we walked out of the shooting range he put the gun back in his safe and we walked out as I looked out the window I saw it was dark already, damn we were in there for a while I thought to myself " Lui were going out to patrol tonight Evans staying home to watch Delirious" David said as he walked passed us and up the stairs with Lui right behind him I sighed at the thought of being left here with Evan, I sat down on the couch kicking my feet onto the table and leaning my head back into my hands " Get your fucking feet off the table" I heard Tyler snap at me so I stood up and he walked up to me " I don't fucking like the idea of you being here and you're a disrespectful dickhead" he grabbed my throat and at that moment I snapped I swung hitting him in the nose.

He stumbled backwards covering his nose " You blue bitch" he yelled as he came at me but I moved to the side and upper cut his stomach causing him to fall on the ground, I grabbed the back of his shirt and ripped him off the ground slamming him into the wall he punched me across my jaw, I fixed my mask and swung back busting his lip open before I felt arms wrap around me and pull me off of him, Craig ran over to Tyler holding Tyler's face wiping the blood off him, I slip out of who ever was holding me and walked towards him only be tackled to the ground by wouldn't you know it Evan " Tyler what the fuck did you start" I saw Luke push Craig away and grab Tyler by his shirt pulling him face to face " I told that bitch I don't fucking like him and I was about to kick his ass before you all stepped in" Tyler said spitting some blood on the ground, I let out a laugh louder then I ever have here and it was my Delirious laugh they all just looked at me like I was a monster, I have been holding back the urge to see blood since I've been here but when he hit me I knew I was done holding back, David and Luke dragged the guys out of the house and away from me.

Vanoss's P.O.V

I was sitting on top of Jon as the guys left to get away from him, I saw the darkness in his eyes as he laughed I only heard this laugh when he would fight or kill " Jon" I said softly and he didn't stop " Jon!" I yelled causing his laughter to stop he looked me in the eyes and I felt chills go up my back I knew he was bad but seeing him face to face alone really put my nerves on edge " You needed to control yourself I won't always be around" I said and he looked more intense at me giving me chills again, he grabbed my shoulder and flipped us over so he was on top of me I was nervous but not the bad kind, he grabbed my shirt and pulled our faces close to each other I could feel his breath even with the mask in the way and as quickly as it happened he let go and got up, I laid there on the ground not sure of how to react until I heard him chuckle as he sat on the couch.

Getting up I sat on the opposite side of the couch I saw him looking at me and I wish I could be inside his head right now to know what he was thinking about, I felt my face start to heat up so I looked away at the ground I was getting mad because I don't understand why I feel this way around him, I felt a finger drag across my check and I looked up to see Jon walking up stairs not knowing why I am but I followed him, he walked into his room and left the door open I walked in behind him shutting the door but as soon as the door was shut he pushed me against it grabbing my shirt getting really close to me, I felt like I was in a burning room then he started to look me over and I only grew warmer until he released his grip going over to lay on his bed with his hands behind his head staring at me, I was frozen to the door I was so confused at what I was feeling and what just happened until I realized I was looking him over his white top was tight on him and I could see every curve on his body his pants were sagged dangerously low.