When I flee, Alyden group become my home. I was thinking that I am safe with them they didn't know me that's for sure pero nakakausap ko sila.
Tanging Alyden lang ang meron ako na nagpapatunay na buhay pa ako.
Everytime that I deactivated my account it was so hard. Alyden become my happiness. Yong bang nagbabasa ka lang ng post masaya ka na. It became my past time.
God knows how I wanted to stopped. She got me. And it makes my cry everytime.
I tried to think of other things but I always end up of thinking her. I tried to ignore her text but when everytime she texted me it makes me happy at the same time sad.
Alyssa Bully: bakit ka ngdeactivate?
Alyssa Bully: galit ka ba sakin?
Alyssa Bully: sorry naman please
Alyssa Bully: love sorry please
Alyssa Bully: sorry love, please naman
Paano ko matiis ang ganitong text? Wala naman siyang kasalanan. Ako eh. Ako ang nagpapasok sa kanya sa buhay ko. She just came when I need someone who will not judge me but to listen my cries. She came when I was so vulnerable and I don't know what to do. She was there during my darkest days. She makes me happy everytime we talked and I forgot the pain that I am feeling. Hindi siya nag advice and I appreciate it. Di ko kailangan yon that time kailangan ko lang kausap. Andun siya nung unti unti akong bumabangon.
Paano ko ba siya matatalikuran? Nung naging kaibigan ko siya I promise myself that I will be there for her always. I always assure her na andito lang ako pag kailangan niya ng tulong. Naging sandalan at sumbungan namin ang isat isa. Meron naman siyang kaibigan, marami pa nga. Ako ? siya lang ang meron ako. Pero kailangan kung makuntento. Ayokong magdemand sa kanya. Kaya nga pati away namin na appreciate ko. Kase pag nag a away kami nag uusap kami.
Pero may mga panahon talaga na inuusig ako ng konsensya. Mali tong nararamdaman ko. I became cold to her.
Alyssa Bully: is there something wrong?
Alyssa Bully: your cold.
Paano ko ba sasabihin sa kanya yong gumugulo sa isipan ko. Because we promised not to fall for each other.
Alyssa Bully: don't you dare fall in love with me cause I don't have a heart to catch you.
See? May warning. May caution.
Me: asa! Lakas ng hangin ahhh
But deep inside ang sakit sakit na. I'm in a cliff right now.
Hanggang sa we were planning for our future.
Alyssa Bully: ayaw mo ba akong kasama.
Me: depende
Alyssa Bully: I'll stay with you pag mag ojt ako.
Me: okay. Basta ba maging mabait ka ha. Kailangan maka graduate ka.
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