A Touch of Heart

What even...?

Why am I scared

Of seeing my reflection?

Of being alone?

Of feeling rejection?

Why do I feel

Like I'm not good enough?

Like I don't fit in?

Like I'm useless and stuff?

What could I do

To help ease the pain?

To make it stop?

To make it not be in vain?

Why do I think

I'm not meant for this?

I'm not strong enough?

I'm not going to live?

But...

Why do you say

I know you'll make it through?

I can feel your pain?

I still believe in you?

What do you think?

That I'll start to change?

That I won't feel so down?

That I won't feel so strange?

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I promise you! Please!

This is not your last breath

You're a warm, living human

Not yet meant for death!

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Don't believe me? Fine!

I have nothing to say.

I told how you shine!

In my grave I shall lay.

You once were fine!

I'll miss the blooming flowers in May.

Stop! You can't die!

I won't regret leaving on this fine day.

Don't you dare lie!

Remember how we used to play?

You were once a pure bright light!

But now our world is all grey.

Tell me that you want to fight!

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Yes, listen. That's right!

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Just talk to me.

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I'm going to be ok?

You'll be alright.