It plays on my mind a lot... my weight
Seeing that scale go up and up everyday is the most terrifying thing because I want it! Beg it! To stop... to let me try and catch up with exercise
To give me a chance to look like one of the girls from magazines or girls at my school with their perfect hair and perfect bloody bodys!
I hate it!
today i thought about the word bullemia and what would happen if i became one
I looked at facts and i realised i don't want to be like that cause so much damage to my body.. i want to help others instead of becoming one of them
I'm never going to be ok with my weight or that i have to get a 3 size bigger jeans then my friends.. but I know I'm always going to be me and that's ok.
Learn to love yourself through helping others and see what they feel through their eyes
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Random Thoughts
RandomJust some thoughts that run through my head a lot. Basically its gonna be a collection of notes
