Today I reached my limit... i hurt people that were trying to help me and I hurt myself.
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It was red.. vivid blood red and it was forming spider webs on my left arm just below the elbow joint on the inside of the arm... horizonatal lines mark the soft flesh once light brown but now covered in blood. It seeped into the bath and tinged the water an orangey colour.. I put my arm under the water, hoping I could wash away my mistake. It was still there and it wasn't stopping. The blood kept in seeping through that slit and I didnt feel anything.. i looked down at it and tried to register what i had done.. but i couldn't comprehend it.. what would my parents think? I was just getting better... or that's what they believed... I dont know why I did it.. i hurt people because of it and now that red blood spiderweb is on my arm and I think that red blood spiderweb will turn into ghost white spider web and never leave... embedded onto my skin forever
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