I cut my arm yesterday and made it bleed till blood coated my arm and stained the water. I wanted the numb dead feeling to go away.. it was suffocating my body.. its leaden chains breaking my wings so i couldn't be free... but that's what you get for being a negative thinker
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I had a shower tonight and as i sat i started to pull the bandages off to see the damage i had done to myself... the first one came off and the cuts didn't look bad... and then i pulled off the rest... 24 horizonatal lines coating my arm and yet i didn't feel satisfied and so i picked up the sharp blade and dragged it across my skin another 9 times.. 33... its supposed to be a good number to me.. but is it?
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Random Thoughts
RandomJust some thoughts that run through my head a lot. Basically its gonna be a collection of notes
