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Warning:

This story will have harsh content that can lead someone into depression. It is under the hashtags #freeyourbody and #stopmentalhealthstigma. If there are any other hashtags this story can fall under with it's categories then please let me know (-:

This story includes not just the mention of but an important role of the story involves the following that may disgust and or trigger someone:

-Depression
-Dysthymia
-Cutting
-Schnizophrenia
-Eating disorder
-Bullying
-Suicide
-Death in general
-Cyberbullying
-Teacher & student relationship
-Swearing
-Racism
-Stereotypes

There may be more I can't think of, but if there is I will add it to the list (-:

IMPORTANT:

I am not afraid to express emotion of someone or be descriptive with a death scene or a dead body. This book is meant for awareness on some problems people face; but if I'm not descriptive in showing how serious this is and how someone's thoughts can truly be enough to kill then how can it? My point is that it can't otherwise.

I have had depression, I have cut, I have been suicidal, I have anxiety, I have had dysthymia, I have been teased, I have had horrible things said to me, I have starved myself. I have done many things and I will surely use my emotion from that in this story but I will not base everything off of my own expierences, I have done research and seen movies and talked to people. I do not want this to be an awareness for ME but for ANYONE going through any of these problems.

^ If I sound harsh it's because a main reason I fell in depression was because I ignored all the trigger warnings thrown at me. This story is in FIRST PERSON meaning it will say the main character's thoughts like "I'm so fucking stupid". Your brain may interpert it into you saying that about yourself, which is why I'm being strict on trigger warnings. I know what it's like to think that trigger warning is stupid and will do nothing, but it heavily impacted me.

For anyone still reading this though I hope you enjoy! 💙