True love

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Every text.
Every look.
Everything I see.
I see you.
I love you.
I need you.
I crave you.

But you don't crave me.
Everything you see, you don't see what I see. You don't care, you just like me as a friend. I don't wanna be friends. I want us to be lovers and friends. I just want you. That's all I want. I'd be so happy with you. But you're happy already. Without me.

I haven't texted you in a week, you keep asking me what's wrong. I'm not replying. I don't want to have to pretend I don't love you. I don't want to lie. I do love you, so so much. Every time I hear that text tone I try not to cry. I know who it is. But I don't want to know who it is. I wish I never started YouTube. It just caused too much heartache. Me hiding and going out with Rusher was because I needed to forget my feelings of you and I feel like quitting I feel so done. You've told me how you feel about all the people leaving the cube. I know you've considered quitting, I know how you feel, I've been there in your darkest times. I know you feel like you're the reason all those people left the cube. I know you think it's your fault. No matter what you do I'll always forgive you. You make life so hard yet so easy. Sometimes I just sit on my window and cry. I feel like I'm the reason you feel like it's your fault. Another text tone. Another tear. Another text tone. Another cut. Another text. I can't do it anymore. I grabbed my phone and opened it, my bloody fingers shaking. I looked at the last text as I breathed my last breath.

'I love you.'

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