Sweet Addiction

Chapter 3: Damn

*Swae's POV*

The look on Milan's face as she frantically walked around the room getting dressed and throwing the rest of her clothes in a bag broke my heart. I can tell that she was really torn apart by my response but I knew that getting engaged and married wasn't going to end well for us.

"So, you just gone leave?" I questioned as she put on her shoes "Milan, you don't hear me talking to you?" I questioned again as anger started to build in me. I know she was upset but damn. I never understood why people shut down when they're upset because I'm the complete opposite. I have anger problems, I'll admit that, so anytime I get upset it's wiser for me to talk about my problems because if I let it build up...... I'd probably lash out. "MILAN!" I guess my yelling startled her because she stopped in her tracks. "You ain't gone say shit?"

"What do you want me to say? I just basically laid my heart on the line for you and you stepped on it."

"What did you want me to say Milan?? Did you want me to say yes just to make you happy?" she just looked at me and started back packing her things. At this point I just stared at her. I know I'd probably end up cussing her out if I continued to talk so I just grabbed my phone and started scrolling down the TL.

"Good Bye Samari." Was the last thing she said before walking out the door and closing it behind her. Everything in me wanted to get up and chase after her, pull her into my arms and make everything better but my pride wouldn't let me. I heard the garage door close and a couple minutes later the sound of an engine starting and that's when it hit me.... She's really upset. I walked over to the window and peeked out of the blinds just in time to see her back out of the drive way and take off down the street. I took a deep breath and ran my fingers through my hair then walked back over to the bed and sat down. Grabbing the remote I hurriedly turned the TV on before my thoughts could consume me. Flipping through the TV guide I finally decided on "Jason's Lyric". In all honesty, I just wanted to call Amia and have her come over and take my mind off things but a part of me didn't want to make her into a rebound. If I was going to do things with her I wanted to do them the right way. Even with this whole break up with Milan the only thing on my mind was her.

About thirty minutes later I picked up my phone and was in complete awe. I ain't gone lie, I'd expected Milan to have text me by now and the fact that she hadn't put a hint of worry in my body. What if something had happened to her?

"Call Wifey." I spoke aloud after hitting the voice control button on my phone. About two seconds later a picture of me and Milan popped on up on the screen and the phone started to ring. After about two rings it went to voice mail signaling that she'd ignored my call. A sly smile spread across my face, that girl is so stubborn but at least I know that she's okay. I decided to try again and when the same thing happened my smile turned into a frown. I didn't like not getting my way. My jaw clenched as I decided not to call her again and just send a text instead.

To Wifey: Hey you, just wanted to make sure that everything was okay. I know you're mad at me but I just wanted to let you know that I love you ight? You know that I wouldn't mind spending the rest of my life with you but right now just isn't the time baby. Whenever you're ready to talk I'll be here Okay?

Hitting the send button I glanced at the clock and decided that I might as well go to sleep since I didn't have anything else to do. I put my phone on the charger and averted my attention back to the television until I fell asleep.