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FORTY-NINE

Jungkook was crying on Yoo In's grave. He felt regret of what he had done. "Yoo In, I'm so sorry. I didn't know." He cried. But there's nothing can change the facts that she's gone. "It's okay, babe~" He heard a girl voice. Yoo In's voice indeed. He turned around and saw Yoo In was standing right behind him with a white dress. She looks so fine. Beautiful. Healthy. Gentle. Perfect. Like an angel. She knelt down beside Jungkook. "Why did you leave me? Why didn't you tell me you're sick? We could have talk nicely." He sobs. Yoo In cupped his cheeks and kiss his temple. "I didn't leave you. I was in your heart. Remember that. I love you, Jungkook." Jungkook hug her but she was disappeared. He looked around but no one was there. He was hallucinating as if Yoo In was there. He cried again until his eyes were worn out. He wipes his tears away and stood up. "I'll find who's the one that send those pictures." He said and leave the grave. Yoo In then appeared back. "Please. God stop him." She prayed. She can't rest in peace when there's so many souls that crying over her. But she can't do anything. She just prayed that everyone would stop crying and pretend that she's not in the world. She's not born out. That's the only thing she can do. Pray.

Jungkook were wandering aimlessly in the streets. It's weird but there's a lot of people were there. Well, Christmas was only 5 days away. Everyone was busy preparing for it. He walked until he reached into an aisle. It's was only light up by a dim light. Creepy but Jungkook just continue to walked. He just followed which ways his feet lead to. Looking down on the snow. Then he bumped into two men. Seems like gangsters but he ignored them and continue to walk. "Hey, kid! Watch your ways." One of them said but he just ignored. "Let's have some fun with him." Said the other guy. They grabbed Jungkook and pinned him on the wall. He didn't reacted. The guy starts to choked him but he snapped away and spit on him. The guy wipes his face. "You piece of shit!" Then they start to beat the crap out of Jungkook. He didn't have enough energy to fight back so he just stood still and let them beat him like a punching bag. He deserve that because every time he got into such situations, Yoo In would come and save him even though she hurt herself but now, he needs to endured it himself. After they felt satisfied with Jungkook's condition, they left him dying. He slide down the wall. "I deserve this." He mumbles. Holding his stomach that were kicked by those men. There's bleeding too at his corner lips. He stood up, put his hood on his head and shoved his hand into his sweater pocket. He left the aisle and walked like a blank person. Nowhere. He just walked while looking down the streets. Weird but there's no fans recognize him. Maybe because of the bruises. He then crossed the pedestrian walk without looking at the signal but there's no one to stop him. He just walked nonchalantly and suddenly there's a lost control car hit him. He rolled above the car and fell down on the streets back. Bloods start to splashed from his mouth. That time all he can think is 'I'm sorry, Yoo In.' That's all. People then starts to gathered around him. No one were calling the ambulance instead they just took a pictures of him dying and post it to SNS. Jungkook exhaled his very last breath there. But still no one ever bothers to call the ambulance.

Meanwhile, when J-hope knew that Yoo In was gone. He was depressed. He love her so much. More than anything. He get up from his bed and went to the bathroom. Close the door. He look himself at the mirror. His lifeless self. Now, there's no reason for him to live when the only reason had gone. He slide the mirror and took a small bottle of pills. It was a strong pill that can kill people if they're overdose it. J-hope brought it when he was so depressed that the haters wants him to leave BTS. He almost swallowed it but Jimin saw him and prevent him to take that pills anymore. He let out a deep sighed. Now, no one's gonna stop him from taking those pills. He opened the bottle and pour all the pills on his palm and swallow it. He throw the bottle on the floor and get out from the bathroom. J-hope then suddenly passed out on the floor and bubbles starts to came out from his mouth. Yes, the pills works and he can't take it anymore. The pills was unexpected very strong for him. Too strong indeed until he died on the spot.

Jimin then just got back to the dorm. Alone. No one were there but he knew that J-hope were in his room. He knocked on his door but there's no answer. 'Maybe he needs some times.' He shrugged and went into the bathroom to cleaned up. He filled the bathtub with a super cold water. He didn't care what would happen to him but just like J-hope. He has no reasons to live anymore. He get unclothed but then a picture fell down on the floor. He took it. It was his and Yoo In's picture. Polaroid picture. He went in the bathtub. The cold waters send a shivers to his spine. But he still get in it. He leaned back while staring at the picture. 'Why did you leave me? I love you so much, Yoo In.' He thought. He took a lighter that was in his pocket. He found it when he got to his house where he brought Yoo In. With the tears flowing down his cheeks, he burned the picture. The fire slowly eat up Yoo In's part and went to him. He placed the picture on the floor and just watch it burn. He sobs hysterically. Leaned back and kicked the pipe until his feet were bleeding. There's no way he can live peaceful than being with Yoo In but she's gone. So the only way to follow her is die. Yeah, he need to die. That's all he can think right now. He can't think straight anymore. He slowly buried himself in the water and drowned. Stay in there until his body turned blue. That was the last thing he do before he die. 'I'm coming, Yoo In.' is his last words.

While J-hope and Jimin were committing suicide, Suga were at his place. The place where brought Yoo In. The place where he hug her and almost went to the next stage. (You know~) He won't forget all that. Yoo In gave him her warmth. The last thing he had with Yoo In. Now, it was left by memories. He felt hurt. He keeps on turning the lighter on and off. Thinking what should he do next without Yoo In. He can't think. Then his eyes saw 2 large cask filled with oil. He stood up, took one of it and pour it all over the room. One has finished and he opened the other. Did the same. After both of it were finished, he turned the lighter on and stared at it for awhile. 'I love you and always do. Park Yoo In.' He let the lighter fell on floor and the whole room starts to burned. He looked around. Fascinated with the fire. The fire starts to burn himself and die. No reasons to live so why bother to live.

RapMon has nothing to do so he went to his previous work before he was an idol. At the gas station. Helping others to fill the fuel. Where he was treated disgracefully. He was alone there as the other staff went back home early. He was the only one who volunteered to stay up. Usually, at night, he could've be with Yoo In at the park, under the big tree where he showed her but now she's gone. There's nothing he can do. As he was spacing out, a black car parked in front of him. Waiting for him to fill up the tank. He filled it up and when the owner needs to pay, he just threw the money on the ground along with his cigarette and drove off. The cigarette were still lightning. Only then RapMon realize that he was still holding the fuel pump (Whatever you call it. I just don't know.) while clicking on it. The diesel splashed out a lot and splattered on the cigarette. The fire starts to turn up but he just stared at it. Not bother to run away. As if he was fascinated with the fire. But not long after that, the gas station were burned along with him. Last word from him before he go. 'Why would I live when the person I love, died?'

V was on BigHit's building's rooftop. Staring at the sky. Stars were blinking so brightly reminds him to Yoo In's smile that were as bright as the stars but that smile's gone. With her. Forever. It feels like just yesterday they met and today she's gone. He can still feel the kiss that he stole 2 months ago in front of Se Ra's cafe. The kiss that she replies back when they were in the room. He sighed. Tears were already flowed on his cheeks for hours. He took out his phone and call Jin.

"Hyung~"

["V, where are you? J-hope and..."]

"I'm sorry, hyung. I love you guys."

Call ended. He throws his phone on the ground and climbed on a higher place. He look down. He felt vertigo but who cares. No one ever cares if he fall from there. He exhaled. He put his hood up and ran all along until he fell down from the building and crashed on the ground. 'There's no point to live in this cruel world.'