Jess's P.O.V
I hate this place. I hate the food, I hate the smell and worst of all I hate the beds. They weren't very comfortable. And me and Luke didn't fit in them together very well.
As for Luke he is a little less protective. A little. Not a lot. He got angry one day because I went a walk around the hallway. So now I can't go anywhere without him. But I find his protectiveness cute... Sometimes. He stays over night in the hospital with me after an hour of arguing with the doctor, who Luke believed fancied me because he was really young.
As for me, I'm in pain. Sometimes even breathing hurt but I didn't tell Luke that or he would go all hulk on the doctors. Yes he would shout at the doctors sometimes if I was in really bad pain, like now. But I can't tell him I'm in pain for that reason.
"Are you okay? In any pain?" Here comes the lie. I can't lie to him, but I can't tell him the truth either.
"I'm fine babe. No pain." I smiled but I don't think he is believing me." Jess, tell the truth." I sigh.
"It just hurts to breath. I swear Luke that's it. Don't go all hulk on the doctor cause it isn't his fault. He is trying his best to help me and you going all crazy isn't helping at all."
"Babe that was a one-time thing. I was just pissed that you had to stay here, in a place you don't like, alone. I just want what's best for you." He smiles making me smile I grab his hand to intertwine our fingers which he gladly accepts.
"You're what's best for me. No one else. You're all I need in my life." Luke gets up and hugs me, but not too tight. He hides his face in my neck so I don't see him crying but I feel the tears running down my neck, onto my chest. "Luke don't cry. It's okay."
He shakes his head. "No jess it's not. I keep having this dream that you leave me. And not for another person, but you leave this earth. That you leave me behind, and that's why I'm crying because you're all I have apart from the boys. Without you or them, I have nothing."
By now we were both a crying mess. Tear stains were visible on both our faces, running down our cheeks. Our eyes were red and puffy from the crying.
"I'll never leave you." I cry. "No matter how hard you push me away Luke I'll never leave. I'll leave on your front garden if I have to just to make you see that I'll never leave cause I'm not going anywhere." Luke goes back to hugging me with hiding his face in my neck while I rub his back for comfort. "I'm not going anywhere."
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It's now around 4 in the afternoon and we are waiting for the boys to come over. They said they would be here at 3. Some time keepers they are. They are never on time for anything so this was expected. Well Calum sometimes is on time, Michael is never and Ashton I've only meet once or twice because he lives next to me with the rest of the boys but he seems to the person who would be on time for things. I'll blame Michael for this.
"Babe what you thinking about? You're being really quite." He giggles because I'm tickling his arm by running my fingers up and down it.
"I'm wondering why the boys are late. Probably Michael's fault there late." Luke laughs. "You blame Michael for everything." It's true I do. If anything is out of place in my house I'll blame Michael even if he isn't there, I'll still blame him.
"I blame him cause it's usually always his fault for things going missing or being on fire." And yes he did set something on fire in my house. My straighters. I could kill him for it. I wasn't even home I was here, in the hospital when it happened. The little bitch just took the key I give to Luke and went into my house and used my straighters.
"Babe he didn't mean to. He just wanted nicehair for the time that he still has it." The boys joke with Michael saying hishair is going to fall out because of how many times he has dyed it.
"You are so mean to him. He may still have his hair after all the mistreatment, you never know." I giggle along with Luke.
Just as we have composed ourselves they finally arrive. "Oh look they ae finally here. What took you guys so long? Did you go to china or something?" they laugh at my question, but they never even answered it. Dicks.
"We brought you some gifts. To make you stay here a bit more easy." Ashton announces. I laugh at how he says it because he put on a posh accent like I'm the queen or something.
"I'm not the queen so there is no need to go all posh on my ass."
"But you're my queen." Luke would make me blush in front of the guys wouldn't he? All the boys start laughing and pretending to be sick.
"Don't know what you're laughing at Calum. Em tells me all the things you say to her. Who's your princess Calum?" Calum's face turns bright red.
"Shut up Jess" I giggle. I couldn't have ask for better people to be around.
(sorry for taking so long to update but i promise i will update more often and when i can. thanks for reading my book.)
