Luke's P.O.V
It's been 3 hours. Still nothing. No doctor has come to tell me how my girlfriend is doing. Nothing. I can't take much more of this. The waiting is worse than her even being in here. No that's a lie. I hate this. I hate the fact that I can't help her. She is all alone. Well so am I.
Calum went home. He doesn't like waiting rooms. My mum came and went as she had work and couldn't miss it, which I'm fine with as I just want to be alone. Well not really alone just when I see Jess cause she is my angel.
"Jess white?" I shoot up from my chair. "Yes?" He looks at me then motions for me to follow him.
"What is your relationship with the patient?" By his tone of voice you can tell he doesn't want to be here. "I'm her boyfriend. Is she okay?" He nods his head.
"Thank God." He smiles and opens a room door for me. As I walk through the door I see the girl I have been waiting for. She was asleep. She was pale which is odd for her as her skin has a light tan on it. Wires were running down around her body. All I hear is the beeping of her heart on the machine and to me is like music to my ears. Just to know she is alive and her heart is pumping.
"We had to redo the stitches. She ripped all of them. She will be staying this time till she gets them out to keep her safe." I thank him before he leaves me alone with Jess.
I walk up to her bed and take her hand. I intertwine out fingers together. Her hands were cold. I sit in the chair beside the bed so I don't have to stand. "Please wake up soon Jess. Please wake up." I only hope she wakes up soon.
Jess's P.O.V
I hear beeping but I can't open my eyes. Well I probably can I just don't what to because I can see the bright light before even opening them. I go to move my arms but am stopped by a hand which is intertwined with mine.
"Jess? Are you awake?" I realise it Luke. His voice is like music to my ears. Just the way my name rills of his tongue is amazing. I would listen to him talk all day.
I open my eyes and see his face, but the way he looked isn't something I wanted to see.
"Hi." I say because really I don't know what to say. "How are you? You don't look that great." He laughs and shakes his head.
"Of course I don't look great. I was crying because I thought I lost you. But thankfully I didn't. But you do have to stay here till you get these stitches out to keep you safe." I face dropped. I hate hospitals. And Luke knows that.
"Luke. I don't want to be here. You know I don't like these places, please babe make them let me go home with you. I will be safe with you. Please babe please." I could feel my eyes starting to tear up.
"Please no babe don't cry. Okay? You safe when I'm here. Okay? Don't worry I'm here. I'll keep you safe babe. I promise." He hugs me but not to tight as with the stitches, but he ends up hugging me too tight.
"Too tight Luke, your hurting me." He let's go, releasing me from his grip and starts scanning me over to check where he hurt me. "Luke, babe, calm down. I'm fine now. No need to worry any more."
"Yes I do jess, I always have to worry because your my girlfriend and I have to protect you from anyone who hurts you or even tries to because I can't lose you. Not now, not ever." Yes I had tears running down my face which I had tries to stop but they kept rolling down my cheeks. Luke also had tears in his eyes but refused to let them fall, he believes he's done enough crying for today.
"I love you Luke, but you have to understand I don't need protecting." He shakes his head and let's the tears roll because he keeps thinking about what would happen if Jess left this earth.
"You want to know my worst fear?" I nod not knowing where he is going with this. "Before you it was dying, but then that's everyone's fear. Mine is losing you. Whether it's to another person or you falling out of love with me or you dying but I have this fear that I'm going to lose you, and I don't want that. I never will want that. Jess you have to understand I'm never going to lose this fear because I know I'm going to lose you, and I believe it's going to be my fault."
By now I face was covered in dry tears. So was Luke's. But now I know why he is so over protective of me. So he doesn't lose me. Luke comes closer to wipe the tears off my face
"You'll never lose me cause I won't have no one else."
Sorry for taking so long with an update but here is one. It may be awhile before I update again I don't know but please keep reading. I'm working on a calum and Michael book so I want to have them finished before I start publishing. Thanks for reading.
