Falling Back With Love (Zayn Malik)

Chapter 15

Chapter 15 }{

" I'm sorry, what?" I asked Simon with confusion.

"I think I am the reason Zayn is like this." Simon replied, staring at Zayn.

"And why's that?" Liam asked, picking up his glance from Zayn to Simon.

"I told him this morning in our meeting that he needed to break up with Bella." Simon said under his breath.

"What did he ever do to you!" I shouted, walking away from Simon to look out the window.

"It needed to be done." Simon admitted.

"No, that's what you thought needed to be done," I pointed out, I walked over to Simon and pointed my finger at him.

"I'm sorry." Simon said walking out of the room.

I began to cry, thinking that I was the last thing on Zayn's mind before all this happened. Liam came up behind me and gave me a hug.

"It's going to be alright." He whispered.

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It's been about six hours since I got here to find Zayn like this, waiting. Waiting for him to wake up, to be with me once again.

I want to hug him again. Not just see his lifeless body laying in a Hospital bed. I want to hear his perfect voice again, instead of the monitor beeping.

His fans miss him. There are bouquets of flowers delivered to his room. All the get well cards and the countless letters of how much they love him make me feel better, because I'm not the only one who misses him.

I've started to become worried that this is my fault. He probably was thinking about me when he crashed. The thought keeps going through my mind that without me this would of never happened. Without me he would be here for his fans, not in a hospital bed.

Liam, Niall, Louis and Harry went home, they couldn't take seeing him like this anymore. I told myself that I want to be the first person he see's when he wakes up. I'm staying here with him no matter what.

I find myself crying more thinking about how he was perfectly fine before he left. About all the moments we had together when we were younger up until now. Thinking about how much I love him.

I find myself sitting here, holding Zayn's hand and talking to him, asking him questions like he's going to respond. Like he's going to do something, when all he does is lay there, lifeless. I begin to cry when he doesn't answer or do anything to show he's listening.

"Bella?" Allie asked cracking the Hospital room door.

"Yeah?" I ask not moving my gaze from Zayn.

"I got you some food," She said holding up a bag of McDonalds.

"Thanks," I say as she gives me a soda and a burger. I still haven't taken my gaze off of Zayn.

"He's going to be okay," Allie reassured me. I nodded my head taking a glance at her.

The room went silent again, we sat there eating our food. I don't feel very hungry, but I'm forcing myself to eat.

"Come on let's go. I'll take you to see him first thing in the morning," Allie said to me, while moving towards the door. I nodded my head.

Allie left the room, leaving me alone with the sleeping Zayn. I kissed Zayn's lips once. "Good night," I said. I got up and walked out of the room. I found Allie sitting in the waiting room. We both got up and went home.

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When I got home I went into my room grabbing a piece of paper and a pencil. I began to write, to Zayn.

Dear Zayn,

Today I found out you were in a car accident. I stayed with you at the Hospital waiting for you to wake up. Sadly you didn't, but there's always tomorrow.

The tears I shed today. It must of been hundreds, if you can count tears? I can still see you're weak body laying on that Hospital bed in my mind. Me holding onto your weak hand, but you weren't holding it back.

It feels like one sided love, but I know the other side is there. I feel like you don't know I'm there but deep down inside I know you can. Maybe our love feels one sided now because, you're not able to say I love you back or hold my hand, but you're still there trying to do all those things you just can't.

Your fans miss you. Their are hundreds of letters in your Hospital room. Liam read me some of the nice things your fans are saying about you. It makes me feel better because I can't be the only one missing you.

I hope you wake up soon. I know you will it's just a mater of time.

I'll love you forever.

Love,

Bella.

P.S. Get better.

Zayn being in the hospital is my fault, he was thinking of me when he crashed. It had to be my fault. I could blame Simon for this, but I'm going to blame myself.

He didn't deserve this, I did. I was the one who didn't trust him I thought he was cheating. He was just doing his job.

I just pray that he wakes up, so I can tell him I'm sorry. That he didn't deserve this. It should be me in his position. When he wakes up.

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OOOOH poor Bella!

Sorry this is short.

Will Zayn wake up?

Do you think that Bella is going to keep writing these letters? If she does what is she going to do with them?

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Thanks for reading ~ Marissa