You are you and no one is able to take that away from you. Especially the feelings you have, but there is always someone who has to put other peoples feelings before theirs.
They are never aloud to do what they want, or have someone to who will listen to them.
They are the ones who always are there for their friends when they need advice or a helping hand.
Or if you like someone and your friend likes the same person you have to let your friend like that peson because you are so insecure about yourself and feel like there is no point in acting out how you feel because you have no chance and your friend will just think your being selfish.
It sucks to have to deal with feeling alone.
To think no one cares about your feelings.
Or have to hear complaints from your clearly skinnier friend about how fat she thinks she is and your just standing there thinking you just wish you could have her body and be able to actually for once have a guy like you and actually have someone to call your own, or be called beautiful for once.
It sucks. It just sucks.
Then you have to keep all these feelings bottled up inside and you cant even explode because you dont eant people to see you in a weak state.
Even though you have all these feelings its not over.
Someone out there does care and will listen to you.
Keep your head up and keep going everyone says, but sometimes you just cant.
You need a shoulder to lean on and cry out to.
We cant be strong all the time. We need someone to help break the hard barrier we have created to keep us from getting hurt.
From the fake smile and laugh, to the real scars and tears.
If you dont hear it tonight, I want to let you know I love you for you no matter what.
Until next time
Someone Like You xxx.
