poems

i hate you.

I hate you.
your big beautiful hazel eyes seem to turn into a majestic fields of green w a crystal sky when I looked at them.
i hate the way you dimples show when you smile so sweetly at me.
I hate the way you used to call me your baby.
I hate the way it feels when I run my fingers through your hair.
I hate how perfect you look even after you just wake up.
I hate when you cry.
I hate the way your body feels against mine.
I hate how you make me laugh so easily.
I hate how you make me feel surrounded by 10000 people when it's just you and me.
I hate you how you sing under your breath so gently.
I hate how you're such a fucking cute nerd.
I hate how you can crush me with one simple word.
but most of all, I hate when you're gone.
because I'm falling apart without you. but maybe I don't hate you..maybe I just hate myself because I gave up on you.