You were in ur apartment with ur boyfriend seungcheol. U were both getting ready to go out on a date. Just wander around town looking at shops
"You ready to go?" He asked
"Yup!" U answered almost too quickly
You two headed down town looking at shops and then u saw a cute boy and u looked at him for just a little bit. Out of the corner of ur eye u saw seungcheol getting angry. He was always easy to get jealous and u noticed he wasn't in the best mood today.
" why do u keep staring at him, he's not even that cute"
" I wasn't staring I looked at him for literally a second"
" what u call a second is like an hour"
You started to get annoyed, he did this all the time
" YOU LOOK AT GIRLS ALL THE TIME AND I NEVER SAY ANYTHING. HECK U EVEN HOLD HANDS WITH THEM AND TALK TO THEM! ALL I DO IS LOOK." You didn't mean to yell but u couldn't help but be furious.
" WELL THEN MAYBE ILL JUST GO OUT WITH MY FANS AND U CAN GO AFTER ALL THESES BOYS AROUND US."
U had tears welling up in your eyes but u sucked it and right as u were about to walk off u heard him say something
" I think we need to take a break "
U weren't facing him all u could do was walk off fast and hope he doesn't see ur crying face
U couldn't think, all u could do was walk and walk and walk. U thought the world had ended.
U wanted the world to end. It was to much pain.
Then u finally made it to the street with the cross walk. U were totally dazed. Even though the light was red u kept on walking .........then ...........
*BAM !*
U had been hit with a car. As u were laying on the ground with your head bloodied and a few broken bones all u could think about was how even this pain didn't take away the pain of your heart. Then u finally blacked out.
People surrounded you. Somebody was checking your pulse and doing CPR, another was calling an ambulance.
Meanwhile seungcheol was at a coffee shop thinking everything over. About what he did wrong even though he was still angry at u, at himself to. Then the news flipped on the tv in the cafe and it caught his attention only because he had heard a familiar name.
"A girl around the age of 20 has been hit by a car and is in critical condition. They have identified her as Y/N "
This was all seungcheol had to hear before he ran out of the cafe tears already in his eyes. He thought to himself " this can't be real, why did I ever pick a fight, I'm sorry Y/N."
When he arrived at the hospital u were in a hospital bed and he ran straight towards you.
"Y/N are you ok? I'm sorry" he said it a sad broken voice. U could tell he was crying
You could barely open your eyes but u forced yourself. Your head had bandages all around it and casts on almost 1 arm and leg .
" don't be sorry. I shouldn't have been looking at any other guy." You put your hand up to his cheek and wiped away his tears while you yourself had tears dripping down your face. He put his hand up to yours that was still on his face. He was holding it up. He didn't want u to let go.
" your gonna be okay right?"
You knew u didn't have much time left so u just answered with a smile
" I'll always be with you. Don't worry. Live your life and be happy" you said still smiling
"Y/N no why are you saying this u have to be alright!"
U cut him off taking what you knew was your last breath and softly said
"I love you seungcheol"
With even more tears running down his face the last thing you heard was the soft goodbye of seungcheol saying in a crackling voice that he could barely say over his crying
" I love you too Y/N more than anyone"
You smiled as you heard his goodbye
*beeeeeeppp* the retched sound of the moniter and your hand slipped down off of seungcheols face and on to the crinkly hospital bed.
It was over. U were gone and could never return.
As suengchoel fell on the floor crying and still trying to take in what happened nurses flocked in trying to recover you but nothing would work. Then suengchoel heard the words
"She's gone"
Seungcheols eyes widened not believing a word
The nurses slowly started rolling your bed away as they covered your face with the sheets of the bed.
Suengchoel stood up fast and put his hands on your bed .
" no, u can't be gone Y/N it's not true. It's only been 2 months since I met u. U were the bright change in my world. U can't just leave me like that!"
" sir, u have to let go. She's gone. I'm sorry " the doctor said
All seungcheol could do was shake his head with tears pouring down his face. Trying to wipe them away he was still muttering the words. " I. ...I'm so..sorry Y/N. Wh..why did did thi..is have to ha..appen to. To u" he slammed his hand on the ground in anger at himself.
After suengchoel had calmed down the doctor explained to him what had happened. "Apparently when your girlfriend got hit by the car she got hit on her head very hard. This caused internal bleeding in her brain we could not stop. There fore sadly as a result......... Your girlfriend passed away." The doctor said
" I understand " suengchoel said in a wimpy voice while sitting with his hands in fists on his lap slowly letting tears drop off of his lowered face.
Seungcheol went home to the dorm. On his way he would stumble over his own feet and sometimes bump into people but he didn't care. He was out of it like his heart had been crushed because ..... It had been.. He walked in and everybody was crying. He also crashed onto the floor struggling to keep a strong face on so that his little brothers wouldn't be worried. But it was too hard he broke down in tears yelling " why did it have to be her, why wasn't it me! God u are cruel. What did I do wrong. What did she do wrong to deserve this!" They had all heard what happened. They all loved you like a sister. It was hard for them to let go. They all looked at him with big eyes filled with tears then slowly got up and hugged seungcheol to try and comfort him.
DAY OF THE FUNERAL.
everybody was dressed in black. Tons of people were crying...... Especially suengchoel and the rest of seventeen. The way they said they're goodbye is something nobody will forget. They huddled in a circle with puffy eyes and tears streaming down they're face. They put they're hands in the middle with suengchoels at the top.
" say it as loud as you can so Y/N can hear us in heaven" he said
"FOR Y/N SAY THE NAME! " seungcheol shouted, then they all joined in "SEVENTEEN!"
On that day they made a promise to themselves and to each other that they would never forget you and work their asses off to be number one.................
ALL FOR YOU.
(This is actually an old fanfic. Ummm it might have skipped some parts cause I just copied and pasted from notes. I'm lazy don't judge bro. Sorry if it was really sad )
