Two Breaths Walking {Levi x Reader}

"Fools"

I rubbed my hands together like a fire started but couldn't take the heat so died down again. I was so nervous. Commander Erwin and I were suppose to discuss the report in only 10 minutes! I still got nothing out of Levi and really I don't need to get anyone info out of him. His personal casualties aren't my problem or business. He shouldn't have told me what happened yesterday. I shouldn't have even mentioned it. Then the words repeatedly flashed in my mind;

"The only thing I can do...
Is to believe that I won't regret the choice I made."

I shuddered at remembering what happened. Regret? Regret? Augh..
I fixed my hair before I went off to the Erwin's Office. I knocked on the door. Ekk...

"Oh I've been expecting you." He said.

"Great.." I mumbled as I saluted him and walked in. This time I didn't even give him anytime to tell me to sit down, I just did.

"So [Y/N] what information did you get..?" He said mysteriously.

"None sir." I said.

"I told you to get info but instead you didn't get any? I expect more from you.."

"Let's say I got information... But who said I have to say."

"I did. I am the second highest rank here. You take orders from me."

"I totally understand sir. But behalf of Levi I think the information you are asking for is the information you already have. Levi's personal life is non of your business."

"Well.. He told you why can't you tell me."

"He choose to tell me! If you want answers ask him yourself instead of getting me to betray him as a friend and do it."

"Fair... But I wonder why he told you? Hm? Let me ask [Y/N] do you have any feelings for cadet Ackerman..?"

I am on the EDGE with this guy! How can he be in such a rank! I swear I could take him out in seconds!

"Sir that's also non of your business! Why are you so intrested! You know sir I'm leaving!" I said as I ran out of his office leaving papers flying. The burning sensation in my lonely heart filled with unintentional rage. I clenched my fists and ran all the way back to my dorm.

Erwin Smith... Now I understand his hatred towards him..

I gently closed the door so Hanji wouldn't come in. The least thing I want is a crazy women to come in and talk about feelings. I rolled my eyes and landed on my bed. His ego is so high he will probably kick me out with force...

I am literally shattered.

What am I suppose to do.. And why.. Also why.. Am I feeling different towards Levi after this 'quest'.

It's not love.. It can't be. That little midget.. I can't force myself to hate someone. Especially someone you care deeply about. And I never knew all this time.

I'm such a fool..