Thinking About You

Never forgetting you

Warning, this chapter has scenes not appropriate for young viewers. May trigger some if not everyone. I do not condone acts of violence or sexual abuse as I have been through certain things. So yeah. Enjoy and please don't kill me..

Nico's POV

It's been a week and one day since I hit my head on the road. I have been out of the infirmary for 5 days now and I'm seriously starting to think that this camp is trying to make me fall for every guy I meet.

First there is Percy. He's super hot. His black hair and green eyes. When I look at him I get lost in those eyes.

Next is Will, I swear that he is my opposite. Where I'm dark and mental, he's bright and sane. His blonde hair is soft and his blue eyes light up when he looks at me.

Next is Leo. I'll admit, he's cute for someone my age. A bit on the short side but that just means that neither of us have to do much work for kisses.

There seems to be a few more male councilors that I haven't met yet. From what I heard one is named Jason. I guess he's been busy.

I met a few of the female councilors too. I actually really like Piper. She's nice and down to earth. Her eyes are hypnotic.

Next is Annabeth, Percy's girlfriend. Even though I'm not into girls I can see why he likes her. She's smart and seems like a good leader, always in control.

Clarisse was a pain the first day. She was bossy and I honestly just think that she likes to hurt everyone.

Anyways, back to what we were talking about. It's been a week and one day since I got here. I got here last Thursday and it is now Friday, of the next week.

Camp has been relatively fun. They have a beach for swimming and doing other water sports. They have what looks like an arena. They put on mock gladiator fights and then teaches us how to use weapons and self defense.

While learning how to defend myself I can't seem to get her out of my head. By her I mean my older sister. No, I'm not talking about Hazel, I'm talking about Bianca di Angelo, my real full blooded sister.

~~~~~flash back~~~~~

See, what happened was that we were walking home from school. She was a freshman in highschool and I just hit middle school. I was in 7th grade. Well she came to get me. On our way home this drunk guy came our from this ally. He stopped in front of us and even though I don't drink, I know the smell anywhere.

He smiles at us but seemed to only be looking at Bianca.

"Won't you help an old man?"

He smiles and showed rotting teeth, it was nasty, he smelt of rotting trash and beer. I started to stumble towards us. Bianca pushed me behind her and slowly started to walk around him. I honestly think that he just didn't like that.

~~grapgic stuff, may trigger some people, warning~~

He made a grab for her while she pushed me past him. I made it past but he grabbed a hold of her shirt and pulled her into the ally.

"Run Nico, leave me!"

She yelled at me but I couldn't handle it. I couldn't lose her too. I ran after the guy and jumped on his back. It seemed that he also didn't like that because the next thing I knew I was slammed against the wall. I lost my grip as my head hit the wall.

I fell to the ground and heard a crunching sound. I looked up at Bianca, she was being held down by the man, her shirt was ripped and he was messing with something in front of him. I remember the look on her face. She was being brave for me though her eyes were frantic, like she was trying to figure out how to get away.

She looked at, her gaze was serious. "Remember what I showed you, be brave Nico, you're all dad has now!"

With that I nodded my head and slowed my breathing. I watched as she kneed him in his no no area. I looked away then but I still heard her screaming. I don't know how long it was but suddenly everything went quiet.

I held my breath as he walked up to my body. He kicked me twice as I bit my lip to hold in the scream. He seemed satisfied with the fact that I was dead and walked away. I opened my eyes just as he turned the corner.

Once he was gone I took in a deep breath. Once my breathing was normal, I got up and ran to my sister. There was so much blood...she was all sticky, it was gross.

~~done prepare for the feels...~~

"Bi...Bianca...stay with me. Please!"

I pulled her into my lap and held her close, her eyes were glazed over, they looked like they were made of glass. I cried then, I knew she was dead.

"Bianca!! Come back, please...sissy don't leave me...oh god, please...I already lost mama, please come back. Just hold on...I'll help you..."

I was sobbing at this point. She was so heavy, but she was also light. It was creepy. After what felt like hours, someone finally walked into the ally.

Night had enclosed us in shadows. A older woman walked up to me.

"Sweety, are you okay? What see-oh good lord, son, let me call the cops. Everything will be al-"

"Don't say that!!! She's already dead!!!! She's dead... I want mama and Bianca...mama!"

I cried more. I must have passed out because the next thing I knew was that I was in the hospital. I heard a machine that was tracking my heart rate and breathing. It was beeping occasionally. I turned over and saw my dad there. He looked so sad. It looks like he had aged 10 years from when I saw him last, which was I think this morning.

I must have made a noise because he turned and looked at me. His face lit up when he saw that I was awake.

"How are you feeling?"

"Like shit...dad...I couldn't save her. I was right there! I should have saved her...oh god...I'm a murderer..."

Once again I was sobbing. He sat on the edge of my bed and held me on his lap. I cried into his chest as he strokes my hair.

"Shh, shh. Nico, you couldn't have done anything. You survived so you could get pay back. We will find the guy that did it, okay? I promise. Her death won't be in vain. Rest my son, everything will be better tomorrow."

He laid me back on the bed and held my hand till I felt the shadows take me. Sleep that night was dreamless. The only thing I can remember from it where voices, telling me that I'm horrible. That i should have died. I should have protected her. I'm a murderer...

~~~~~end flashback~~~~~

I must have had a break down while in the arena because I remember hitting the ground as the memories took over. The last thing I see before I plunge into the shadows was Percy running towards me. His arms around me and his voice muffled.

The only thing that I could think was that the guy was still out there, we haven't found him yet...

Sometimes I feel like he's watching me, waiting for the right time.

I hope he's dead...if not then I will kill him, if I find him.

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1261 before authors note!

Right so I feel like we need to talk about some things...I am so sorry for writing what I did, but this just came to me...please don't kill me! *hides away from everyone*

If it counts I cried while writing this...like it was horrible how much I was crying. I couldn't see my screen...

Anyways, triggers, I'll put warnings at the beginning. Also top a/n was done after I wrote the story. Anyways, who should Nico meet next and what should happen when he meets Jason...should sparks fly *wink, wink* *nudge nudge*

Thanks for reading, and I'm sorry again.