Love at first sight-C.L FanFic❤️

Authors Note

Good day everyone, I'm thinking of deleting this cause no one is reading it and it's a waste of my time, I haven't updated in weeks and I'm so stressed right now I don't know if I can fit wattpad into my schedule Right now! I love writing and I love people being able to read what I've written and that's why I do this but I've had tried everything I can think of to try and relive my stress but nothing is working. Literally Nothing. I love wattpad, I use it everyday to read and write fanfics.
Life is a tough place for young teens like myself, people say we can do it and that we are so strong but they can't see the inside of us. But that's all covered up with fake smiles. I have been through so much in life so far and I'm only 13.
My dad has died, I have been bullied and cyber bullied, I have had many arguments with family and close friends. At one point I just gave up, I just broke down in tears and let everything out. I try not to cry in public, I cry in my room where I know that I'm by myself. I have tried everything; self harming, I once tried too starve myself, but none of that worked, it made me feel worse than before. I have scars and these scars are supposed to make us stronger but they don't, they make me feel weak. Just facing my parents everyday is hard enough. My best friend tried to help me but I just pushed him away. He said I needed help. I told him I didn't. It wasn't until I moved away from him that I realised that he was right and that I needed him, I still need him now but I can't just jump onto a bus and go see him. I have to go by plane!. I love him so much and I know he was only trying to help me but I was a Bitch and I pushed him away.
Don't do what I done and push people away. They only want the best for you. You never know when you may need them.

-Indya