A Selfless Sacrifice

1."That was me....before you coming into my life...."

And here her words started to begin...

Hey sweetheart.....U know my one world that is you...

But you never tried to come into my world....i was always alone there....but still waiting for you to come with me...

   and before you coming into my life....i was just a simple sensitive dumb girl...

one who dont know the world properly...i can say that i am dumb girl...i believe everyone so easily..

   what i know is just 1 thing....my family..

i love my family very much... like all other girls.....i used to fight with my sisters for every silly matters..

but when i come outside i used to be like dumb.....i was dumb girl

even though i dont look beautiful.... i can tell you that i look good atleast

even though i am not hot like other girls....i can tell you that i am good hearted girl...

   what i know is just bending my head down...go to the school and come back..

i dont have any of close or best friends....i used to not speak with anyone in school or college...

untill they only speak to me.......i was good at studies in my school....but i used to not participate in

sports or school academics....i was in my own world 

but in home...i was loving daughter to my parents....

they used to love me lot.... and my father never made us anything less...

he used to provide everything more than what we ask him...

i was good....my life was going good....everything was going good in my life...

but i lost my elder sister....

then i started realising the worth of lost thing in my life...

then i started loving everyone in my house more and more...

specially my mom dad and sister...

because...when we loose persons....we cant get them back...even in million years..

 i cried and cried....then realised....she cant come back now...but felt sorry for fighting with her when

she was in this world...i felt sorry for everything...i hurted her lot...i fought with her for every silly things

those days i used to sit alone and cry for my mistakes....cry for my sister....at the same time i should console my mother...because she is getting depressed day by day for the lose of her daughter..

sweetheart that was my life before you coming into my life...

i was dumb innocent but loving girl...