A Selfless Sacrifice

3.You became my crush...

  when i saw him 1st time that full day i spent in those memories which i spent with him 10 minutes

but after that he didnt come to my house for somedays...

i started forgetting his picture from my eyes...but it was still there in my head...but i am sure that it was the age who makes this kind of fault...teen age is most dangerous...i need to concentrate on my studies.....i should just leave thinking and dreaming about such non sence stuffs..

my mind made me stronger...and from that day...i didnt even thought of him...and i just started being me..

days started passing....i was about to finish my schoolings....and attend college

after this vacation....my new life starts in college....but i was still dumb girl....i was not knowing anything in this world except my family..

now i have finished my school...and i passed with good marks...and my grandma gifted me new bike...before results get annonced... because she had made a challenge with me...to get good marks.....she had a lot of confidence on me....so only she was bought new bike for me....but she wanted to give me on my results...

but unfortunately i lost my granny on my results.....

now i am bit tensed about my college....i used to scare a lot...to go outside also

         but i have to go...

again he came to my home...after 6 months.....i was completely forgotton that even he exist 

   it was evening....me , my sister and my cousins were sitting at home.....he came

and my cousin i used to hate her lot....because she looks good than me...and she will be ready to impress guys always.....and always i hated that bitch...even though i speak with her....i used to give her fake smile always....

  today he came to my house just casually.....he came and spoke with me two words...and sat on a chair...then my cousin started interfering between us and she just wanted to steal his attention..she said hi...and he started talking with my cousin more than me..as they no each others from their school

  it started making feel jealous...even though he is not anything to me...and even he was not my boyfriend....whenever he used to crack a joke and made her to laugh....it bought a fire inside my stomach suddenly.....i started feeling so annoying...

i just stood up and started moving from there to my room...

he called me where you are going....???

i said my room...i have work....bye...

when i went to my room.....i just sat on my bed...and said damn bitch...

she is trying to impress him also....why she should come my house..and withought coming into my knowldge i started scolding her like hell......drop of tears was on my eyes...but i tried to push it back

he was calling out my name......i said what brother.....i used to c

all him brother...even though i feel not to tell him brother....because of my mother sake

she used to teach us always we should call as brother other guys...

i can call anyone as brother...but i used to feel very difficult to call him brother... though i didnt have interest...i call him like that

  he said....come and sit...what are you doing inside...i just sat...then prepared tea for them and served..

that day...i realised...there is something more than what i think about this guy...

there is something dragging me towards him..

but i am not so easy moving girl...i hide my emotions lot...i will not easily share anything with anybody...

and more on more i am getting jealous...day by day..

i used to see him...from my room or anywhere from my house....so that he should not come to know that i am seeing him and i am more interested in him...more than what he is

but i started dreaming..i started assuming more that...next time when he comes to my house..

he wil speak like this..i should sit like this...

 and then you became my 1st crush

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