A Selfless Sacrifice

5."Started new journey"

After 6 months of joining college...days went on..

i could'nt find him much...either near college or with my brother...

i was happy with my life....i got few friends....daily i used to get up early...and go tution classes at 6.30 a.m

again..coming home...getting ready and going to collge..

there was a girl...who was friendly with me...even though i dont speak to her much..

she used to come and speak with me always...she used to ask my bike key to meet her boy friend daily..

i was thinking....how mad this girl is...why she want to fall in such a shit....how she believes him....so easily...and move with him...

but now i can proudly tell that...she married with a guy to whom she used to love that day..and even he loves her...and now they are happy couples

  after 6 months....i saw him near parking lot...he just came to me...when i was taking my bike out..

and he asked me...how is Julie...the girl one who is in your class...is she good at studies...do you speak with her...?? can u speak with her...and tell my name...i want to know what she thinks of me...

his one by one questuons started slapping me.....and i was literally falling down for his questions...

not because..he is asking about that girl...

i just got hurted...is it me.....??? thinking about guy one is back of other girl..

inside my stomach...there was hell lot of fire...and my conscious slapping me...for my mistake

i regrteted for what i was thinking these many days....i regreted for what i used to see dreams about him....i regreted for my thinkings..

i just gave him fake smile...why you want to know about her..??? but still i can tell you..

she is a good girl..and good at studies..

i told him...bye...and went out of college..this time i didnt see him in my mirror..

my conscious has teached me today....not to dream which we wont get in your life...

my eyes were wet...and now i realised....why i am crying..

he is not even my boyfriend.....why should i care for such things..

from that day...i completely forgot him....i just dont wanted to see his trace in my life...

my conscious has told me... "you are just a ordinary girl with extraordinary family..one who dont support love...one who is very strict in their kids matter... and most important is..

You are not that kind of girl...one who falls in love...just be strong...and move on with your life.."

never i saw him....after that day...even if he comes also....i used to not see him..

then i completed my college..

and joined...bechelore degree in  engineering...

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