A Selfless Sacrifice

4."The pain of jealous started...."

Today is the 1st day of my college....i was damn nervous.....this is entirely the new world to me..

in my school..i had only few friends....and i was just a ordinary girl with a lot of weakness's in me..

the 1st is....i had a lot of money.....but dont know how to spend..

2nd is....my family is quite familiar and famous in my town...

3rd is...i believe anyone so easily who is nice infront of my eyes

4th is...i am ready to help anyone and anytime....no matter whats the help is..and what i am going to suffer after helping them...

5th is...i used to feel that i am the ugliest girl..but lucky to have these people in my life...

but everyone showed me their 2nd face...so only i am always bit lonely girl..

i went to college on my bike...which my granny has gifted me..

as soon i entered the college gate.....i hit the person...and i was about to fall...but so many people

i can say....guys came to help me...they came to help me not because of their concern...

its just because of my family members...and my cousin warned many guys not to come in to her way....because she belongs to my family..

i didnt say thanks to anyone...i just entered class....there were some girls who tried to talk with me..

but i was nervous because of what happened near the entrence of college...i was scared that anyone go to my parents and complain that she did accident 1st day of her college..

i just said hi to them...and kept quite...

and classes got over.....

i saw him again in restaurant...which was there opposite to college...

i went to take my bike home...but it was stucked in many vehicles...i was trying to take my bike out..

he was arriving at me...and he was like college hero...everyone speaking with him so friendly..

i thought....oh...this person is here...and he knows everyone...quite familiar person..and may be he is famous person of this college..

there started many questions arising in my mind..

.and i told myself...whatever he is...i should not even see his face.....or else my mind will get disturbed again...

i just took away my glaze...and looking at my bike..

he came to me...move...i will this out...dont you have this much strength...you cant even take this out..

and he started laughing...and asked me how was college..how classes went...??

i am much more shy girl...i said it was good..and zipped my mouth..

he took my bike out...and told...go slowly...

i said ok...i will..thanks...and he moved from there....i heard he is talking with a group of girls..

i dont know who they are.....but i saw them in my class....

it started burning inside....and i told myself....my foot...

and moved out of the gate....

while moving....he was near gate....i dont wanted to see him again..

but i moved bit away...while moving...though my mind said not to see him...

my heart never leaved me....i saw him in mirror...and smiled myself....

the 1st day of my college journey started with my crush...with lot of jealosy inside...bought me fire...when he was speaking to other girls..

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