Colorful Secrets ..

Sugar Coated..

On my way home I realized I still ain't get my phone back from Jay and I was man at her so she could keep that shit. Right when I was walking out the front gates of the school,  this tall girl about 6'1 in height,named Chanel that's been hanging round Jay a lot lately stop me. "Hey ,nunu Jay said to give you your phone, she said she gone be in practice so don't text her until later. She started to walk away bout I stopped her "Aye I know you probably good  Jay probably real good at that but you ain't good with me I'm Nu'resha to you not nunu we ain't cool fuck you thought Ian cool with none of her hoes " I flipped my like I had done some damage and walked off lowkey happy as fuck I had gotten my phone back.

I got home did some homework.... Haha I lied I never do homework. I have people who do that for me. Lol !
What I really did was check all my messages most of the which was from best friend Mesha telling me about how Victoria secrets was having a 90% off sale on Black Friday , and she had to work. Which I'd be shopping by my self because yazz and Sammy had other plans. After checking and replying to all my text messages, I took a quick shower, and laid in bed . Something told me to text Jay but another told me not to so I didn't , I ended up falling asleep debating whether I should or not. I guess that sure solved the debate.

ring ring !!! I picked up the phone " hello whose this?"

"Mannnn you know who this nunu stooooop acting"

" D-Dev how you got my number ? Why you call me at this time of night?"

" I can't call you ? "

"I never said that it's just random, you never call me , I didn't think you had my number "

"That not imPORtAnt , Mann you home ?"

"Yeah"

" yu came outside "

" ahh yeah sure why "

" juuust coooommee "

I walked out side to see Dev stand out side of my gate , we talked for hours and laugh and then she leaned in and kissed my lips and pulled me even closer for a more passionate kiss. She slip her tongue between my lips ask for entry. I let her in our tongues and lips moving in sync toget--

I woke up sweating and breathe hard as fuck. Damn that was just a dream , thank god it felt so real. Jay would kill me if she know I was dreaming about Dev , especially those kind of dreams wow that was just wow ! I looked over at my phone and I had 10 missed calls from Jay and one text messages.

** text message from Jay to Nunu**

#Jay
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Nunu I know what you seem hurt you , but it's not what it looks like , I was just talking to her because she was threaten to kill her self baby. Ian ready to lose you, but you gotta trust me I know I fucked up in the past but this time I'm serious. I love you Nu'resha.

#Nunu
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What does that have to do with you Jay . You Never think about us , and how Ima feel this bitch can cry wolf and you run to her recuse. Until you can fully commit to me ion wanna talk about this you need to leave that bitch alone. Point blank period, cause she's not you girl friend I am !!

#Jay
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Nunu you know I'm not like that I can't just leave someone alone like that  if she kill herself  Ima feel like it's my fault man come on what happened to the nunu I fell in love with the one who actually cared about other people.

#Nunu
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Jay I'm still me I still care but bitch got   Other motives she trying take you from me again you gone let her .

#Jay
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Baby no I'm not just trust me ok

#Nunu
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Man w.e Ian home and phone bout to die I'll hit your phone later.

I lied my phone was well charged and and I was in my bed. I just ain't wanna talk . Today was boring I had no one to talk to or text , so I got on Facebook to see what was going on with everyone. While lurking on Jay's page I seen Chanel had tagged her in one of the cute couple videos, wtf ? Why she tagging her in stuff like this I swear to god I'll beat this Bitch I know I said I can't fight but I think if you push me I'll have it in me. Fuck it I got mad asf and got off Facebook I was sick of Jay and her bullshit .

----------------------------------------------"Jay why you so concerned about nunu , what do she have that I don't ? You know you hurting me everytime I see y'all together it hurts me" she laid in her bed under the covers while Jay got dressed.
Jay ran her fingers through hair , she did this when was getting frustrated with one of her hoes."look I told you I didn't want nothing more from then pussy from you ion want no relationship with you , I'll be here for you when ever you need me but I told you nunu ain't going nowhere you either take it or leave it"
" Jay you always do this to me you complain about how she do some mess up shit but you still stay " she got up from under the covers and walk to the mirror , Jay watched her naked body,as she fixed her hair . Jay walked over to her and held her from behind, you ain't going anywhere either. She placed a kiss on Jay's lips , " you always gone be my little cry baby you know that" Jay said in between kisses.

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I got back on Facebook to screen shot Chanel's status but it was gone. Jay probably deleted it thinking I ain't see it yet. Mom would be home at 5 it was 4:45 I needed to clean up before she came home yelling about the house being unclean.

I finally finished cleaning took another shower . Right after drying off , I laid in bed and got wattpad to read my favorite book called "Sex In Colors ".