Colorful Secrets ..

Jays Girl ??

I grabbed me a granola bar , and rushed out the house I was late , Jay and I were pose to meet on the corner to walk to school together. I ran to the end of the block hoping I beat Jay there , and of course I did I waited for about and hour when I realized she wasn't coming. When I got to school she was already on the third floor with with Chanel . Jay ! Let's go I yelled down the hall and turned around and walked back down stairs, Jay followed behind me , once we got to the main floor it was nothing but silence, we just sat there watching the other kids walk by talking and smiling having a good ole time before class . The bell rang and I got up to leave , Jay stopped me.

"You and fina give me my kiss nunu ?"

"Nunu ? Now I'm nunu ? Man fuck that what happened to meaning me this morning I waited an hour for yo ass ! Now you wanna kiss Jay you can kiss this Ass as I walk away " I flip my hair and walked down the hall greeting everyone I knew on the way . I felt my body being snatched into the bathroom and push against the wall. " Wtf Jay . That's fucking embarrassing don't be doing that shit in public!" I was getting ready to cry she always thought it was cool to just snatch me up like that . " man you just pissed me off ion give a fuck no more nunu " whatever that was supposed to mean I loosened her grip and left her standing there , on my way out , Chanel walked in  .

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Class was chilled today we had sub so I was cooling it with some girls in my class , talking bout our relationships and stuff  when one of the girls said " yo ain't you one of Jays girls ?"   One of Jays girls she funny as fuck ! " no I'm Jays only girl , what you mean one of her girls she only got one and that's me !?" They all looked at each other and just laughed, " girl I'm just fucking with you , trying to see where ya head at lol " I kinda felt relief that they was playing but damn they really got my ass man I was fina go jack Jay little ass up after this class .

I walked down the hall after the bell rang searching for Jay , all of a sudden a strange wave came over me I became angry and couldn't explain why I was upset, I no longer wanted to see Jay I just wanted to go home. I didn't want to speak to anyone. I texted my mom and asked her if she could come get me from school , because I wasn't feeling well .

When we got home I felt pretty normal until Mesha sent me a picture of Jay and what looked like Yalonda kissing . I was pissed off I could kill that bitch if I was still at school. I texted Jay and said it was Over!!! She didn't text back so I figured she just didn't give two fucks . I payed in bed crying my eyes out , got on Facebook saying fuck Jay I'm no longer with her hashtag single. My inboxed was blowing up , but I could care less about who was in my inbox . Just when I was about to log off Facebook, I got an inbox that read .

" I guess if u single now u can fuq wit me now "
I quickly replied.
" I mean we can talk but no promises I'll fuck with you like that , Ian tryna get beat up lol "
...........typing
" ha ! You played what u doin tomorrow "
It was school tomorrow so why would she even ask such a ridiculous question.
" I mean I was fina go to school, but Ian feeling it no more ion wanna see Jay "
She replied back really quickly.
"Ight how bout we chill tomorrow if you don't go? But I'll ttyl bye."
Ahh ok !! I said in my head thinking I sent it to her , I knew for a fact I wasn't going to school tomorrow now. I went in the closet looking for something cute to wear to meet up with her tomorrow. I grabbed a white crop top and high waist pleather  skirt and my white high top forces. I set my clothes out for tomorrow I really couldn't wait to meet up with her I was so excited.

It was now 10 at night and Jay still hadn't replied to my text messages. I laid in bed crying because I knew she had to see my messages by now which means she just didn't give a fuck about how I felt right now. I laid there crying my eyes out until I finally cried my self to sleep .