Gangster mom (#세븐틴Seventeen fanfic♡)

#36

I opened the door to my room, inviting Wonwoo oppa in, then closing the door, switching on the air-conditioner. He started, "So...are you going to tell me about what happened? I'm all ears." I sighed and looked down at my feet. "He hurt you, didn't he?"

I nodded slowly,"Well, not physically but mentally. I didn't...know he was that kind of person. He...he freaking made up a stupid excuse saying that him kissing Chaelin was an apology kiss. Like...What even?! Who in the world would freaking believe that?!"

Wonwoo oppa nodded and moved towards me,"Calm down. Sit down first." We both sat down, leaning on the side of my bed. I leaned my head back and took a deep breath. He stared at me, studying my features completely, which made me feel a little awkward. "What? Is there anything on my face?" I asked.

He shook his head,"Continue with what you were saying." "You know, he confessed to me yesterday. Before anything happened." Wonwoo oppa didn't look shocked at all, just nodding his head calmly. I shot his a confused look,"You knew?" He shot me a cheeky smile,"Jooeun."

For some reason, I wasn't angry that he had found out. I felt relieved, even a little happy. K continued,"I was kind of planning to accept him..." I said slowly and looked at Wonwoo oppa's expression. He seemed a little disappointed at my words and looked down at his lap,"Oh... so do you still like him?"

His eyes were sparkling with a little glimmer of hope as he questioned me. I smiled as I stretched,"Nope." I answered confidently, popping the 'p' in nope. He tilted his head,"Why? Feelings wouldn't be forgetten this easily." I nodded,"True, but mine wasn't even real feelings. He is my first love, but that was when I was a little kid."

I tilted my head and furrowed my eyebrows,"Not even 10. Or was I? See, I don't even remember clearly. Shows that those feelings weren't serious ones. Also, I think the only reason why I thought I loved him probably was because I had relied on him for everything. He helped me with things I couldn't do. And was there for me and with me anytime and everytime."

Wonwoo oppa nodded,"I can relate, surprisingly." I smiled, "Yeah, sure you can. Note, sarcasm." He rolled his eyes,"Oh wow. Great try." "Hey! I tried, okay?!" I smacked him on the arm. He rubbed his arm with a pain-filled expression,"Okay, okay. I got that." I folded my arms and pouted, staring outside the window.

Wonwoo oppa asked hesitatingly, "So...do you like anyone now?" I looked back at him with a blank look,"No. But...Why would you ask that?" He seemed a little surprised at my reply and shook his head desperatly,"N-no. Nothing. I was just asking." I narrowed my eyes and looked at him,"Are you sure?"

He nodded his head and quickly attempted at changing the subject,"So, have you finished your homework for today?" I shook my head and laughed at his silly question,"You realise that I just reached home with you and we just finished lunch together, right?" A look of realisation shone onto his face as his eyes widened.

I laughed,"Oh my goodness, how silly can you get, oppa?" He pushed my head lightly,"Aigoo yah, seriously. Teasing your oppa like that. Where are your manners?" "I don't have any~" I put on a funny face and the both of us burst out laughing.

I reached for my bag between laughs and whipped out my workbook. "C'mon oppa, let's do this." "Okay, let's help each other and then we can go for ice-cream."Wonwoo oppa took out his workbook too. I nodded, "Call!" We grinned at each other as we flipped open the book.

Mom's P.O.V

I smiled happily to myself as I saw the two talking, laughing and working together. I backed away from the door and closed the door softly. I walked back to my room as I thought to myself, "What a perfect couple, made in heaven. He better take good care of my daughter when I'm gone..." I immediately took out my pen and started writing on a note.

~5 minutes later~

I took a deep breath as I put down my pen. I folded the note into a half as I placed it on my table. I lay down in my bed and covered my blanket. I closed my eyes as I calmed down my heart.

I could feel my heart beating slower and slower. My body losing energy little by little. Memories appearing and fading one by one. I opened my eyes feably once again.

The wind blew and my note flew to the floor beside my bed. A single tear escaped from my eye as I read the title I wrote. <<To:My lovely darling daughter, Kim Eunseo.>>

A piercing pain suddenly pierced my chest and heart area as my vision blurred. Tears in my eyes all streamed out as I felt the bedsheet under me become damp. Probably by my blood.

Goodbye world. Goodbye...Eunseo ah