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I skipped happily to the kitchen, "Mom- Mom? Where are you?" I scratched my head when I realised she wasn't in the kitchen. "Mom~?" I sang as I searched the house slowly. Wonwoo oppa walked out of my room,"Auntie's not in the kitchen?" I shook my head. He pointed to Mom's room,"Try her room, I saw her walk in there."

I nodded and opened the door slowly. As I expected, she was in a deep sleep. I crept up to her and yelled,"Boo! MOM!!" To my surprise, she didn't wake up. I furrowed my eyebrows. Mom is quite a light-sleeper, due to her work, needing her to be alert all the time. She usually would wake up even if I whispered from 3 meters away.

I shook her a little,"Mom~Wake up~" She still wouldn't open her eyes. I started to get a little nervous,"Mom? C'mon, wake up. Don't scare me." I shook her a little harder. She still didn't respond. I started shaking her vigorously, with my voice cracking a little,"Mom? Mom! Wake up! Wake up!" Wonwoo oppa rushed into the room hearing my shouts,"What's wron- Oh my..." He covered his mouth.

I turned to look at him,"What?" He pointed weakly to the bed. O quickly whipped my head to the direction he was pointing at, and a loud gasp escaped from my mouth. The bed sheet and blanket at Mom's back portion had turned a bloody shade of red. I immediately pulled off the blanket and tears sprung to my eyes immediately. "Mom...Mom why are you bleeding?! What happened?! Wake up! Tell me! Mom!"

Wonwoo oppa shouted,"I'll call the ambulance. Don't touch her or move her." I nodded my head weakly as tears continuously dropped from my eyes. "Mom,"I weeped,"Don't leave me please. I can't do without you. I already lost Dad. Please. Mom. Wake up. Comfort me like how you usually do. Pat my head. Rub my back in circles. Cook dinner for me. Iron my uniform. Watch dramas with me. Fan girl with me. Nag at me. Laugh with me. Please Mom, I miss you already, wake up Mom..."

I hung my head low as the never-ending tears streamed out of my eyes non-stop. My cheeks were all wet stained with tears. I wiped my tears away as my voice trembled,"M-mom, y-you're gonna b-be okay..." Wonwoo oppa rushed into the room and stood behind me,"I called the ambulance, they're coming now." I nodded my head as I knelt down beside my Mom, caressing her forehead.

Everything's gonna be okay...

~5 minutes later~

I quickly boarded the ambulance and sat beside Mom, holding her hand tight. Wonwoo oppa sat beside me, with his arm around my shoulders, rubbing my shoulder to comfort me. Even though the tears had stopped, the deep sorrow still lived within my heart. Mom... Her hairs still the way it was, dyed streaks of blonde. Her favourite shirt, her favourite shorts, her favourite... Oh my goodness!!

Tears that had ended poured out of my eyes once again. She...she knew. She knew that she was going to die today, she knew. She wore all her favourite stuff, necklaces, bracelets, earrings. To prepare herself, so she could leave this world properly, prettily. So she could wear her best stuff on her last day... She knew...

Wonwoo oppa saw me crying, and pulled me closer to him. "Its gonna be okay. Don't cry." I just leant into his chest and he patted my back in an reassuring manner. Its...its all gonna be...okay.

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*kneels down in sin*
I'm soooooooooo sorry for not updating in so long. Sorry to keep you all waiting. And I will try a double update. Maybe a triple? Or a quadruple? Anyways, I still feel really bad and sorry for leaving you guys hanging for so so so long. Please enjoy these few updates that I took literally FOREVER to complete. And please comment if you think I can improve on anything. I'll gladly try to improve on it so kindly comment if you think anything is lacking. Thanks once again. And sorry~_~

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