With or Without you. (A Larry Fanfiction.)

Chapter 13

"Brighton's seafront offers all the charms of an English sea-side resort – there are ice-cream vendors- I love ice cream!" Harry giggled and bit down on his lip, wiggling his feet in anticipation down from his seat as he continued reading the review in the Internet

"Carousels, casinos, and dozens of fish-n-chip takeaways. Truly as English as it gets!!" He looked up, brown curls bouncing as his green eyes met Will's.

"That sounds really nice.." Harry cleared his throat and swallowed though because he'd rather do the road trip together with Louis.

His eyes fell to the ground before Will lifted his chin back up with a slight tut.
"It'll only be for a few days, love. The coast in Brighton is very beautiful.. I just want you to relax since you seem to be a little.. Tensed."

Will smirked down at the younger boy whose cheeks were blushing.

"C'mon you and I.. We haven't done something together in a while now, have we?" The tall man purred and leaned down, capturing Harry's lips with his.

Curls bounced as Harry nodded his head.

"I like the sea even if it's.. A little cold in England" he giggled adorably.

"Are we doing a trip along the coast? I love looking out of the window and see the ocean and beach.." He said shyly, tucking a few curls behind his ear before he got up and snatched his phone.

"When will we be going? Tomorrow?" Harry was hoping he'd get at least a chance to talk to Louis today before he just disappeared.

"What about in an hour? I took a few days off for it.." Harry's eyes widened with his boyfriends words but he just nodded slowly. If Will wanted something, he was going to get it.

"Just going to pack my bag then.." Harry said shyly and ran a hand through his mess of long messy curls that started to annoy him. So he put it all up in a messy bun, missing Will's gaze on him before he trotted up into his room.

To Louis:
Hey you.. Um. Got surprised with a little road trip. I'm sorry we won't able to talk today I.. Miss you. x -H

Harry frowned. He didn't like cancelling people, especially Louis.
As he waited for his reply he started to pack.

"Niall I can't do that, it's killing me" Louis whimpered in the phone, hugging a pillow to his chest as his eyes scanned over Harry's text a couple of times.

"He'll be away from me and.. What if something happens. What if he returns to me with a body that is beaten up black and blue. Ni I can't.. I literally can't live with or without him.
I can't do this when he's with me and when I see the bruises on his body, when he's sad because he has to return to a man who isn't .. Good for him. And I can't be without him because I miss that curly boy just so freaking much.
I just..-"

Louis sobbed out, biting down on his quivering lip as he rubbed his eyes weakly.

"I can't bear the thought that he's not entirely mine whenever he's with me I.. It breaks me, too."

Niall frowned on the other line. He only wanted Louis to be happy. To be happy with a man that loves Louis just as much as Louis loves the man.

The thing is, he believed in Harry loving Louis. And he knew that Louis loved Harry. But it was so hard to hear his best friend completely devastated on the other line.

"Louis. I know you love that boy. But sometimes, if you want to help people.. Some of them drag you down to their lost place, too. And no one is worth that, Lou. You're such an adorable, happy person and you can't let someone drag you down there."