Standing On Edge (boyxboy)

chapter 4: Ashes

WELL OKAY

im back :D 

and since i promised i would

im writing cx

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i couldn't believe he was actually this nice. he looks like a jock, he acts like a nerd, but he has the heart of a IDEK. he was so nice. He looked at me through the corner of his eye.

ME: soooo

Derrick: Excited?

ME: yah!

he was so cute how he cared for me. For once i didn't want to tune someone out with my buds.

Derrick: so this is your room!

he opened a door leading to a huge chamber of crimson walls and royal blue carpet.

I gasped. he could fit like 8 cars in his room! it was huge. I looked at him and he smiled.

Derrick: sorry that it's so messy cory-

OML. kill me omg omg his voice saying "cory" sent chills down my spine. just kill me. he walked inside and he led me inside too. He took some jersey's off a bed and he sat down. he looked at me.

Derrick: so how has home like back then for you?

ME: Well honestly not the best- my family was horrible and we could never get along- AND they wer hom-

CHILL CORY! oh my lawd i almost said homophobic! that would be horrible!!!! 

derrick looked at me confused. i wonder what was going through his head.

DERRICKS POV:

i was so excited!! it has been a really long time since i had someone to talk to- besides j. me and jocelyn have known eachother since we were babies. she knows my secrets and i know hers.

I want cory to feel as comfortable as possible. i dont want an awkward relationship between him. honestly when "dad" said that cory's mom was moving in, i threw a HUGE fit! I didn't want to live with a huge douchebag. THat would be horrible. but i guess cory's nice.

OH SHIT. im staring at him! no non on ono no no no no no n-

ME: you like pizza?

Cory: never had it.

WHAT HE HAS NEVER HAD PIZZA. WHAT KIND OF JUNGLE WAS HE RAISED IN. I NEED TO TAKE HIM TO LIL CAESARS STAT.

me: come on!

i grabbed his wrist and tugged him out of the house to my car. jocelyn was outside on the porch.

ME: hey wanna get pizza

J: are you fuckin kidding me??? HELL YAH

i tugged her into the car and we got inside. jocelyn at my side and cory in the back. PIZZA TIME!!

CORY'S POV

HIS CAR WAS AMAZING. WHAT THE HOLY FUCK.

ME: how did you aford this?

derrick and jocelyn looked down.

Derrick: my mom passed it to me when she died.

my mouth fell open. I DIDN'T MEAN TO MAKE HIM SAD NOOO.

Derrick: but enough of that im hungry.

Jocelyn: yah lets go get some FUCKIN FOOD.

i smiled and plugged my headphones in.

"my happy little pill, take me away, dry my eyes, bring color to my eyes, my sweet little pill, tame my hungry, lie within.... numb my skin"

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hey guys sorry for the wait! i promise i'll read more!!

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