Ch. 16 and update.

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(Jeff P.O.V)

I know I promised  Toby I would stop hurting myself but I couldn't....for some reason the thought of not having my own knife against my skin didn't feel right. So as your guessing...when ever he wasn't around I would lock myself up in my room and cut my arms, chest, and legs till they dripped with blood...staining my white skin red. The bond I had with Toby got stronger after we had sex about two weeks ago. Even though it had, I still needed time to be alone because sometimes being alone is what saves you. It didn't help that Masky was always hot on my tail, keeping track of every little mistake I made so he could get me in trouble. I thought it was funny. One day, while a bunch of creepypastas were out me and Maksy got into pretty bad. Let's just say 'shots fired' (A/N: See what I did there XD no...okay sorry.) I was clipped pretty badly but he didn't get of scotch free. Suffering from some pretty damaging wounds Maksy nearly lost the use of his right arm. Toby of course won't find out about it.

I'm a bad person, I can't keep my promises to the boy I love and I'm getting into daily fights with they asshole that raped him. My killings have gotten better and I kill more then normal just so I can escape. Sounds pathetic huh? A killer like me, running away from my life problems. 'Well suck it up buttercup and grow a set.' I yell at myself. I won't lie, sometimes I wonder if I never had gotten roomed with Toby if none of this would have happened and I wouldn't be dealing with this guilt. I always slap myself of course and smiles at the thought of having the most cutest boy since Ben in my arm almost every night. I love Toby so much that I would die for him. I shouldn't say that but it's true after all he nearly died for me twice. His sweet moans fill my thoughts and blush because I'm walking around the woods getting a boner. 'Fucking fantastic Jeff. What can you do for an encore?' I sigh. I love you Toby...

A/N: I know I said I wouldn't be updating but I figured I should, just this once. Sorry this is really short, my mind is lost in my FNAF fanfics that I've found it hard to write anything else. Anyway I hope you like it. A special update for my readers ☺️ love you guys. Check out my FNAF fanfics if your looking for something new to read. Happy boner loves.)

Me: Annnd done. *Update*
Jeff: Took you long enough
Toby: It's only fair she has been busy
Jeff: Fine I'll let it slide this time. Wait....are you ignoring me! Hey HELLO!!
Me: Huh? Oh sorry I couldn't hear you or anything else.
Jeff: Why?!
Me: Duh. I was in my sound proof bitch bubble. *Grins*
Toby: Oh shit...
Jeff: I'll get you for this later. Just you wait. *Leaves*
Bye guys!!!

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