Lost In love (Jeff the killer X Ticci Toby) (Discontinued)

Chapter 22

(Jeff P.O.V)

The hunt for masky had been a long, drawn out, painful mess. After months of looking, there was still no sign of his whereabouts and at times it was like the dude never existed. Under the watchful eyes of several other Cp's I knew I was safe and much to my disagreement, Toby even went out on night watches with Jason and Hoodie to track down Masky. I was uneasy sure, but I knew Toby was gonna do what Toby wanted to do and I had no say nor no reason to really stop him. I wasn't allowed to go on many missions or even be alone at times but I knew it was for the best even if it was annoying. Slender spent most of his nights looking for his ex proxy and I felt that Hoodie hold some kind of resentment towards me for obvious reasons. It wasn't like I asked for Masky to go on a killer rampage and hurt two of Slender's more prized killers, it wasn't like I knew I was gonna fall in love with Toby, it wasn't like I knew anything that happened was gonna happen and I hate myself in my own ways. Toby always reassured me that nothing was my fault but I knew that some of it was. Im ready to sell my soul for Toby but at what cost would it take to keep him safe from my own selfish desires. Needless to say, I was willing to give up everything and take everything too. One

On one of Toby's off days, we sat in our room, him in my lap, arms crossed over his chest with hi head against mine. His breathing matched up to the slow beating of my heart as loud music from down stairs echoed throughout the house. Some yelling could be heard and loud boom from the kitchen reminded me that this was where I wanted to be. I took a deep breathe as Toby turned towards me and frowned. "You should sleep. You still need rest."

"Toby, its been months now since I woke up. I've had plenty of time to recover."

"I know but still. I worry about you." 

I narrowed my eyes and rubbed my knuckles through his head. He grabbed my wrist to make me stop as he yelled out in pain. 

"I don't want to hear that from the guy who has been going out every night when he thinks I'm passed out." 

His whole body twitched several times and he looked down in shame. Shit. I didn't mean to make him feel bad.

"You can't take care of me Toby if you won't even take care of yourself sometimes. You need to sleep just as much as I do."

"I'm just worried that Masky..." He stopped and twitched some more.

"Masky isn't gonna do a thing to me babe. We have people posted outside all night, even in places that he could hide in. You have to calm down."

"I can't loose you again Jeff." Toby looked up at me with tears in his eyes and a sad smile.

I rubbed my hand through his hair and down his cheek. I rubbed the tears away from his eyes and leaned his head into the palm of my hand like a cat. "You didn't loose me Toby." I tilted his head up and looked down at him. "I'm right here aren't I?"

He nodded his head for a moment and signed. "I love you Jeff."

"I love you too Tobes." 

He leaned up and kissed me. His lips were cracked and moist from him licking them over and over again. He wrapped his arms around my neck and straddled my hips, rocking his own back and forth. His tongue rubbed against the corner of my mouth and I quickly opened my mouth to allow it entrance. He moaned a little and pulled at my shirt from the back. He rocked his hips again and released another sweet moan from the back of his throat. I wanted nothing more then to have sex with him right now but he needed rest and I was going to  make sure he got it. I wrapped my arms around the small of his back and flipped us around so he had his back pressed into the bed. I leaned down over him and sucked on his neck, leaving dozens of small hickeys in his neck and collarbone. He moaned softly and I teased his body. He begged me to fuck him many times but I wasn't going to and was going to tire him out with foreplay. His begging and moans drove me crazy and after some time, he slowly dozed off. His messed up hair, mused clothing and hickey covered skin was probably the biggest turn on but I had to hold back for his sake. His body twitched every few minutes but he snored silently. I laid down next time him and wrapped his body in my arms. I pulled him closer to me and felt his chest go up and down my grasp. This was everything I wanted, to be here in bed with my lover in my arms. I knew he was gonna be mad at me when he woke up but at least he would be well rested. He would yell at me and very pissed off, then I would grab him and kiss his lips. he would melt in my arms and then...I would screw his brains out into next week. I 

I watched his sleeping body, felt my own brain start to doze off in the mean time. I didn't know what the future would hold for us and I wasn't sure of things would work out for us but I wanted them too and I know Toby did too. I was just as scared for him as he is for me because I know that Masky will use Toby to get to me and I don't want that. I grabbed my sleeping mask and look at Toby one last time, I didn't want him to be hurt...I didn't want him to get hurt. But I think the only way to do that is leave and hunt Masky down myself but I didn't know how that would work out and I was scared for Toby and myself.