it was almost two am before I got my puppy (Who I desided I would name Adam after my dad) from Vincent. I layed down in my bunk pulling Adam close. Nights like this were hard, well every night was hard, but tonight I missed dad even more than most. People always told me that my wounds would heal.. sadly they were all wrong if anything its only gotten worse with time.
I still talk to the stars in hopes the dads up there somewhere, I still wish He could come back, that I could have him back, even for just a day, I wish he could see my band. when I hear thunder, I close my eyes and pretend its dad doing the Lucker Stomp. I miss him everyday, but today was worse than most, if dad was still here he would have woken me up with breakfast in bed like every birthday I can remember with him, we would have spent the day together with mom and he would have watched my dad play tonight.. if only he was still here.
I layed in my bunk for about an hour when rain started beating against my window, then I heard it, it was distant but it was there. Thunder. I quietly crawled out of bed and sat Adam in bed with Vincent I slipped on a hoodie and headed for the door.
"Kenadee what are you doing?" Kade asked peeking out of his bunk
"going for a walk" I said
"a walk at three am Kena? whats wrong?" kade asked
"I just really miss dad today is all, I just wish he was here still, proforming today just made me realize how much I truly miss him thats all, theres thunder, it reminds me of him" I said a few tears rolling down my eyes
"oh, Im always here okay Kena, go for your walk but here" Kade said standing up and handling me his water proof leather jacket " I dont want you getting sick"
I smiled slightly and heading for the door
"Daddy, can you hear me? Okay well daddy, I turned 16 today, you already knew that though, daddy I think I have my first crush, I know you and the guys would want to scare him but hes a nice guy, he watches out for me. Mom even really likes him, she says he reminds her of you. Daddy I got a puppy today, I names him Adam after you. Well dad I know youre out there.. somewhere. anyways goodnight daddy, I love you. Rock In Paradice" I said Before I got off the buses step and went back inside Adam barked quietly "good boy Adam, already protecting your family just like dad would have" I said before crawling back into my bunk
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Living Through A Memory
FanfictionA Kenadee Lucker Fanfic. Its been eleven years since dad died, and im sixteen now, it's been that long and I still miss him more than ever. I wish dad was here to see me today. I'm a singer just like him, I even have my own band, and this summer we'...
