How I Lost You ;; Seungkwan [ON HOLD]

iii. 트리

{ c h a e m i }
Truth
—; I can't live without you, Boo

"The truth was never told,
For my heart was too cold,
My heart never had hope,
For this love was forever untold."

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The reality was I am so in love with Boo Seungkwan.

I was stuck in this situation where in I just can't get enough with him anymore. Wherever I was, I was always thinking about you. You were always running in my thoughts.

But then I couldn't resist it no more.

With a shy soul, I asked, "Would you like to watch a movie with me?"

It felt like my mind exploded with confettis.

"Yeah sure.... is it a date?"

"If you want to call it that.." I faked a smile.

"Hehehe.. Its okay, nevermind. What movie would you like to watch?" Seungkwan replied.

"Up to you... Whatever you feel like watching"

I don't know but I felt stupid with my responds. It sounded stupid and just wrong. Did I sound to cold to him?  I felt worried of his thoughts on this "date".

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This was what made Chaemi worried and gloomy. After a long day of exhaustion and worrying, she plopped down on her soft and calming bed. Her phone began blaring. She groaned and answered the call with a "What do you need?"

But then Seungkwan's voice echoed through the room. "Are you okay Chaemi? Should I call tomorrow?"

Chaemi was of course, surprised. "Oh no! Oops sorry for that. I was just stressed today.. I'm really sorry. What's the reason for your call?"

"Nothing really, just wanted to check if you're okay..."

"Oh." Chaemi's cheeks were starting to burn. This felt amazing. Seungkwan actually cared for her that much that he called to check how was she. How caring of you.

"Don't worry, I'm fine. I'm preparing to go to bed right now." Chaemi replied with a smile playing on her lips.

"Really? Sorry if I disturbed you... Good Night then."

"No, don't take it that way, hahaha.... Oh and Seungkwan!"

"Yes?"

"It's a date."

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