How I Lost You ;; Seungkwan [ON HOLD]

xviii. 에잇틴

{ s e u n g k w a n }

Inspiration
-; something that makes someone want to do something or that gives someone an idea about what to do or create

"You were what inspired me through my days,
Whether it be hard or breezy for me,
Your name rings through my head,
Which makes me smile every time."

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I am so tired ugh.

I am currently at Pledis' practice room. Chaemi still doesn't know about me being a trainee at Pledis. I have a big dream of becoming an idol someday. But I didn't tell Chaemi about this because I didn't want her to worry about me.

But thinking of all the consequences of being an idol, I don't know. I didn't want to be separated to Chaemi.

I stood up sloppily, swinging my arms in the air. The other members came and we proceeded practicing.

Not until this guy came in.

Oh!

This guy.

That guy from the ice cream shop.

Dokyeom.

"Hello! I'm Dokyeom and I'm going to be your new member."

New member. Really.

The other members welcomed him and befriended him. Meanwhile, I am not talking to him. Never.

I remembered how he flirted with Chaemi. Tsk.

But I guess I'll just have to show Chaemi off to him. Huh.

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After an hour or two of practicing, I guess that Dokyeom guy is good af.

I mean, he could be my rival.

He's good at singing and dancing, yeah.

"Oh! You were that guy in the ice cream shop! I remember youuuu!"

Oh he's talking to me. Really.

I smiled and replied, "Yes I remember you too hahaha!"

Well, I guess we could be friends.

After another hour of getting to know him, I already knew all his dreams and wishes. He believes in love at first sight. He had an aspiring dream to be an influential singer. Plus, he's very cheerful and giddy. A ball of fluffy energy.

But then I heard my phone beep, signaling me that a message has been sent to me.

I noticed the time. 2:29 am.

Ugh. Still an hour of practicing.

"Baby boooooo, what are you doing? I can't sleep... Can you come over?"

I'm sorry Chaemi, I can't. I hate to lie to you but I need to.

"I'm very sorry Chaemi, but we have a family outing tomorrow morning and I need to be up early tomorrow... Just uh.. Try to count all the best memories we've had! I'm sure it'll help you sleep!"

Tsk. What a lame idea, Seungkwan.

I inserted my phone on my pocket and continued practicing with Dokyeom's presence.

I'm sorry Chaemi.

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