{ c h a e m i }
Dazed
-; me when Seungkwan snapped at me."Neither do I had an idea,
My mind had went blank,
For what you have done was a first,
And that it shattered my heart into pieces.";;
In our couple years of friendship, this was the first time you acted like that in front of me.
And of course, I was in a state of daze.
Why would he do that? I mean, we had situations that were a whole lot worse than this, but he never once reacted like that? What's up with him?
He scolded me just because of an ice cream!
What the actual heck was that.
And then he just stormed out of the place. He abandoned me on our first "date".
I was left alone in the middle of the street looking like a lost woman.
I didn't know how to feel about it until I felt my heart shatter with sadness. Tears are forming in my eyes and I couldn't do anything to stop it.
Tears are flowing from my eyes.
;;
I was lying on my bed.
1:47 am
I'm still left stunned by his actions. Seungkwan's actions. I couldn't find any reason that could tell why he felt mad over that simple thing.
Had he become a food-saving-advertiser or what?
Or did he like me?
Ew definitely no.
Someone like Seungkwan would never like me. Nor he deserves me. He is someone too pure for this world to even have me. He doesn't like me, obviously.
I don't know. I guess I'm just going to sleep this off.
;;
Chaemi dozed off to sleep with a messed up mind.
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