Guilty Pleasure.

No one will pull through

"What do you mean he isn't the dad?" I asked. Oh my god, what if he actually didn't cheat? "She doesn't think I understand, but I do." He scoffed, rolling his eyes. "I'm almost nine, I'm not a kid." He added. I laughed lightly. "Anyways, she was telling me it was only my half brother coz' the baby has a different dad." He said, sounding very annoyed. I gripped my hair and pulled at it, does Chris know? Oh God, she's probably with him for money... "Does your dad know?" I asked, panicked. He scrunched up his face and shook his head. "No, I don't think so." He shrugged. I nodded, I'll have to talk to him when gets back. I sighed. "Okay, thank you handsome, lets go get you showered." I said, pulling on a fake smile. He grinned and ran off.

How to explain to someone that their not the parent of a baby?

*** Fronz's POV ***

"Chris, where are you going?" Victoria screeched as I stormed off. Ignoring her I opened my car and slammed the door. "You can't just leave me here!" She whined. I put the window down and glared. "Call a cab, here." I said blankly, throwing money at her. She looked at me in annoyance but I rolled my eyes and speed off. I can't belive her! I gripped the wheel, my knuckles turning white, fucking bitch. I got home in no time, I turned into the drive way and turned off the car and pressed my head against the wheel and breathed heavily. A soft tap on the window my me shit myself. "Oh, crap! I'm so sorry!" Lola yelped. I pulled on a stuggled smirk. "No problem." I chuckled. She looked around and sighed. "Are you alright?" She asked, concern lacing her tone. I raised an eyebrow and went to say something cocky but I stopped myself, she'd she right through it. "No, no I'm not." I mumbled. She chewed on her lip and jogged around to the other side of the car and slid in. "She told you?" She asked lowly. I nodded, wait... How'd she know? "Told me what..." I inquired. She groaned running a hand through her blondish white hair. "About the baby?" She huffed, sounding annoyed. I tipped my head back and laugh humourlessly. "Yeah, that. Fucking slut." I sneered. She put one of her small, soft hands on my arm making me look at her. "Did you really want another kid?" She questioned, sounding offended. God, now I have to explain. "Um, well you see... I fucked up with our kids, I thought maybe I could fix everything with this baby, but..." I sighed. "But she lied." I finished. I looked back at her and she looked sad. "Chris, you did not fuck up with our kids! Can't you see how fucking amazing they are? All their talents, their uniqueness?" She exclaimed, her arms waving around dangerously. I looked at her and smiled and she blushed. "Sorry, coulda hit you." She laughed. I waved it off and looked towards the dark house. "Are they asleep?" I asked, surprised. I raised an eye brow and nodded slowly. "Yes, its almost 10, they have school tomrrow, why wouldn't they be?" She asked, laughing. I flushed and laughed awkwardly. "Y-yeah, ha." I mumbled. She rolled her eyes and punched me. "I know you're struggling, it's okay." She said sweetly. I looked at her and grabbed her hand making her eyebrows raise in surprise. "I can't believe I fucked up and lost you. I knew I didn't deserve you... And when I got you I vowed to not mess up because I couldn't lose you... And I fucked up, real bad. I'm so sorry Lola, I love you so fucking much, it hurts. It hurts seeing you with that prick but if he makes you happy, so be it." I said seizing her attention. I can't lose her. She looked at me and tears rolled down her cheeks. "I don't want to loose you." She whispered. I leaned in and pressed my lips to hers and for the first time since I fucked everything up, she kissed me back.Then she jerked away. "No. No, goddammit! Stop doing this!" She cried. "You keep dragging me back, I can't trust you, I'm sorry." She exhaled, the words had spewed out of her. She went to leave but I grabbed her wrist. "Lola, I can't fucking loose you!" I bellowed. She looked at her wrist in disgust. "Get out me, please!" she cried. I let go and go out the car and chased after her. "Don't go back to him, I promise I'll treat you better, I swear. Anything you want, I'll do it!" I bawled. She stopped and turned. "You had your chance, you messed up and now you have to clean up your mess." She snarled.

*** Lola's POV ***

( Next morning )

"Good afternoon Ms Crypt!" My doctor chirped. I grunted and dropped into a seat and placed my arm over my baby bump. "We need to run another ultrasound and a series of test." She said, clapping her hands. I sat up. "I'm sorry, tests? Why?" I asked, my hand grasping my shirt. The doctor leant back into her seat and folded her arms. "We fear something may be wrong with the baby, we just want to be sure." She said softly. I choked on air. "Somethings wrong? What the fuck lady, whats wrong with him?" I screeched. The doctor stood up and scratched at her head. "We aren't 100% sure ma'am, we believe there may be something wrong it's heart." She said simply. I stood upand started ranting and flailing my arms around, I must've looked crazy. "Ms Crypt!" My doctor yelled. I froze and looked up. "Thank you. Now, I need you to sit down so I can check the babies heart. okay?" She breathed, fustrated. I looked at my feet and nodded, shuffling to the crappy made bed. I laid down, very carefully. The women gelled my gut and carefully moved the thingy around, both of us silent. She wrote notes, took photos on the machine, and mumbled lowly to herself. I laid there, silently praying to the God I don't believe in to help my baby.