Guilty Pleasure.

Partying with the devil, more like begging for god.

"How in the fuck? I used protection like every time, didn't I?" He asked, freaked out. I sighed, I can't tell him about the other possibility of Chris being the dad. I shrugged. "Uh, maybe I dunno, why are you asking me so many questions, jeez!" I panicked. I sat up, pulling my PJ's back on. "I have to shower." I muttered. I sat up and rushed into my bathroom, turning the heat up as high as possible. I jumped in and let the water wash away my thoughts. God, I can't help but feel like such a whore, I mean, I kinda am... I sighed and washed my hair and body before leaping out. I wrapped myself up and walked to my room and picked out my outfit. It was pretty simple, just plain black skinny jeans and a baggy navy blue jumper. I slipped on my vans, grabbe my phone and keys and ran out the door.

"He's going to leave me!" Jess cried. I frowned and rubbed her back. "I've screwed up so bad." She sobbed. I bit my lip. "You mean you screwed him- you know what, never mind." I mumbled. She glared slightly. "What am I going to do? I'll be a single mom, oh my god!" She screeched, hyperventalating. I grabbed her hands and sighed. "Jess, love. Calm down, if he does leave you'll have me, alright?" I said calmly. She looked me in the eyes and gave me a weak smile, her eyes watering. "Promise?" She smiled, holding up her pinky. I hooked my finger with hers. "Promise." I said firmly. I helped her up and ran her a bath. "Wash up, relax. I'll get the kids." I ordered. She nodded and shooed me out the room. I rolled my eyes and grabbed my keys and left to get Cat and Owen. I sped to the school, ushered the two into the car, helped Cat with her buckle and then took them to get pizza and ice cream. I got them home around fiveish, I think? Anyway, I got them home, and let them go do whatever they want. I carried the pizza upstairs and down to Jessica's room. "Hey faggot!" I greeted. She glared, muting the TV. I flopped down beside her. "I bring ye pizza!" I grinned. She hugged me quickly before grabbing a slice and shoving it into her face. "This is so needed." She mumbled, her mouthful. "You are so hot." I teased. She flipped me off and finished the slice off and started the second piece.

"Alright losers, bed time!" I hollered. The two looked up and pouted. "Aw, Aunty Lala, no!" Cat pleaed. I put my hands on my hips. "Hell yeah! Shower time!" I grinned. Jess had fallen asleep and Kalan still hadn't shown his deadbeat ass up. I decided to stay for awhile, help her out. I quickly had the kids showered, dressed, teeth brushed and in bed all by 9pm! New record. I yawned and stretched, God damn I'm tired. I walked down the hall to Jess and Kalans room and I then procceded to remove my pants and steal a shirt and slipped into the bed. "Lola, what are we going to do?" Jess whispered, turning to face me. I sighed, running a hand through my hair. "I don't know honestly." I groaned. She looked into my eyes and pursed her lips. "We could just leave. Run away." She sighed. I laughed bitterly. "Yeah and then when we least expect it our problems with jump up and finger us in the ass." I huffed. She giggled and ruffled my hair lazily. "I won't let anyone finger your ass." She grinned. I poked out my tongue. "Such a great friend." I laughed. She attempted to flick her hair and sigh dramatically. "I know." She yawned. I smiled and rulled her hair, pay back bitch. "Whatever. Now, sleep dopey." I laughed, kissing the top of her head. I can do that, she's like my little sister. "Night-night." She mumbled.

God, two hormonal, pregnant women. One single as a Gay alpaca and the other is engaged to a dickhead who didn't want kids in the first place. God, if your real, now is your time to shine

( SORRY IT'S SO SHORT THIS WEEK ;-;)