Have you ever felt so embarrassed or humiliated that you simply wanted to jump off a cliff? Even if it was because you’ve lost your mum in the supermarket and spent ages going up every aisle looking for her? Or your family telling your crush a horrible story about when you were younger? Well right now, I feel like that.
How could I of not known that some of the most known about boys in the world were standing in front of me. Why did I not question how five young lads could afford this beautiful house? Some people call me dumb but I always thought they were joking.
I don’t even know what to think or how to feel. Should I be pissed that they didn’t tell me sooner, or should I be happy?
“Are you okay?” Liam asked putting a hand on my shoulder
“yeah, just a bit confused” I said looking to the floor
“She looks like she’s going to faint” Zayn said to Louis
“so you guys are in a band?...That travel around the world?...and have millions of fans?” I said
“pretty much” Niall said
“We understand if your pissed off for us not telling you, I guess it was just nice to spend some company with a girl that wasn’t screaming at us constantly” Harry said
Oh I get it now. They didn’t tell me because they didn’t want me to turn into another fan. But still, they could of just told me.
“I guess I just feel a bit stupid, if I'm being honest” I said running my hand through my hair sweeping it all back away from my eyes
“Yeah, I thought you would find out before” Zayn said
“So does nobody from your sixth form talk about us?” Louis asked
“urr, my friends do, but I don’t really pay attention that much, all I know is there pretty big fans” I said
“Little tip, you can tell your friends, but please be careful, because we like you, but we don’t want you getting into any trouble with our management or loads of fans knowing where we live and stuff, that okay?” Harry asked
“yeah thats fine, and uurr, Louis, your meat is burning” I said laughing slightly at the end
I suppose I should just be grateful right? I'm in the company of One direction. I suppose its just a little hard to get my head around. I still don’t understand how I have managed to miss every magazine, every tv advert...am I really this stupid?
“so what are you guys doing now then?” I asked
“well were recording our third album, and then were going to do another arena tour I think” Harry said
“Oh that must be so cool, I need front row seats though, you know, since you owe me” I said jokingly adding a cheeky wink
“Your outside with a cup darling” Louis said
“F you Louis” I said laughing and pushing him slightly
“Love you rubykins” He said hugging me
The barbeque was actually really good fun, the food wasn’t too bad, once you cut the burnt parts off it became edible.
“Right I have to head off, but il see you all soon” I said standing up
“Oh do you want one of us to drive you?” Niall asked
“Oh no its fine, il came Kevin” I said
“who’s Kevin?” Niall asked really quickly
“oh the taxi driver who takes me to school” I said
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