Story Of My Life (A Nikita and Fast&Furious Story)

Chapter 13

*5 days later*

I opened the fridge taking a bottle of water. I just finished my morning work out and came back at birkhofs house
Owen left yeasterday while Nikita, Michael , Joe and I stayed at Birkhoffs house. And speaking of Joe, we arent on good terms. He has tried to speak with me but i just push him off. I told Nikita about Amanda proposition and she told me to do my own decision. To think whats the best and that she would always be there. Im kinda glad that at least i have Nikita.

"Morning" greeted Joe opening the fridge.

"Hey" greeted i taking a sip of my water and moving away from the fridge.

He took a drink from the fridge and stayed there with his back to the fridger. There was a super akward silence, both of us looking everywhere but each other.
Than Joe decided to breake the silence.

"So, what are you going to do ?" Asked he. I looked at him confused.

"About..?" Asked i not understanding his question.

"Amandas proposition" said he in a 'duh' tone. I looked at him shocked.

"Nikita told you that?" Asked i shocked and angry

"No, i kinda heard you guys talk. I didnt mean to it just happened" said he like it was no big deal.

"You cant just hear conversations out of blue Joe. That was something personal. If i wanted you to know something i wouldve told you. So use that only neuron on that cerebellum of yours and stay away from other peoples bussines" said i calmly smiling at him. He was taken aback from my response but covered it up.

"Sassy i like it. You know what i also like?" Asked he taking a few steps near me.

" A " stay-the-fuck-away" it works for me" said i again

"I really like when you smile everytime you see a puppy" said he his voice low. " or when you play with your necklase everytime youre nervous" said he touching my necklase. He was extremely close. I was trying to brethe normaly, and my heart was pounding really hard.

"I like it how strong you are, how sassy you are, everytime you are angry that little vein on your neck poops up" said he touching my neck. Goosebumps appeared on my skin. He was making me nervous and he knew it.

"I also like to see you smile no matter the reason. I just want to see you happy" said he resting one hand on my neck and the other on my cheek. He came closer our faces a few inches apart.

"Why are you doing this?" Asked i trying to look strong but it came out as a whisper.

"I really like you" said he. Without giving me time to respond he crashed his lips into mine. It felt good. I felt great. Our lips were moving in sync. His tongue licked my bottom lip asking for permition. Without thinking i open my mouth giving him full acess. I pushed all those thougts, memories, places , people at the back of my head. I deleted everything. It was just he and me. Nothing else mattered . Not Division, Semak, Alex, The world. Nothing.
We pulled away breathing heavily.

"Please give me a chance. Please" said he whispering looking me in the eyes.

"Im scared" said i looking him.

"I know you are. Id prefere to die than to hurt you" said he trying to convince me. I hugged him. I caught him by surprise. At first he was froze but than he wrapped his arms around me holdind me close. I rested my head on his chest. He gave me a peck on the head forming a smile on my face. I hate having this feeling. This need to have him close. I felt protected on his arms. It felt good. It felt like home.