Never Ending Love

Chapter 22

Chapter 22

CECILIA's POV-

Josh and I gathered the last stuff from my room. It's going to be weird now that I am living with the Morris's, I have no clue how things are going to turn out with Josh and I.

I walked upstairs to Josh's room and I started to organize all of my clothes. I heard footprints running upstairs, Matt came in and gave me a huge hug and stared kissing me. I looked out the corner of my eye and I saw Josh glaring at Matt. I decided to break away from the kiss.things seemed more awkward, I decided to go for a walk with Matt, I put on a sweatshirt and laced up my black high tops then we left. Matt held my hand, he was telling me all of his dreams. He was a really deep person, he had different dreams then what I thought.  I started feeling a since of guilt, of what I said to Josh. Matt was too good for me he would never cheat on me for another girl, he was loyal. Matt and I were walking in silence. The wind was crisp and finally Matt broke the silence. "Cecilia is everything alright you seem that you don't love me anymore?" I quickly hesitated and snapped out of my thoughts. "Um yeah everything is great I have just been stressed about school" I cringed at what I said, he will never believe me.

Matt took a while to respond perhaps he didn't know what to say. "Well okay, Cecilia I want to make you happy. If you Ever need to talk I am here for you"  Matt said while picking my hand up and putting it in his hand. I darted my eyes to the left and my face was starting to turn a slight color redder than before.

We arrived at home, I told Matt that I had to study by myself. I walked quickly upstairs and I saw Josh In our room, I walked in and said "hey how are you today" Josh looked up from his phone and said "I'm great now that your here" Josh got up from the bed and walked over putting his arms around my waist. He moved over to the door closed it, then locked. Josh and I started making out, And to be honest I liked it.

However once I started thinking about it, this wasn't right. I broke away and then Josh looked at me and said "why did you stop?" I started looking at that ground and I said "Matt" Josh knew I wasn't ready so he gave my one last kiss on the mouth then unlocked and opened the door. I went back down stairs and I saw Matt watching TV. "Hey Matt" he turned of the television and took my hand. We headed into his room.