Trip To Oblivion (Jaeson/Markson story AU)

Chapter 1

I'm back lovely people!!! Did ya miss me? *smiles like an idiot* Anyway,this is the first chapter of my new story.Before we dive in I have a couple things to say.

-I'll try my best to upload as frequently as possible (every week or every two weeks)

-I already have like 13,000 words written.oops *wiggles eyebrows* I came prepared.

-This story will probably also be posted on LiveJournal and maybe AFF under the same name so if you want to support it there you can.(My username is the same as here)

-And last but not the least this lovely beautiful wonderful cover was made by no other than @sparksdyo Thanks babe I really appreciate everything you do for me and don't worry one day you'll get your Meanie story. *sends heart shaped cookies*

Okay,time to be professional;

Title:Destiny(Lead Me To Oblivion)

Pairing: Jaeson(Jaebum x Jackson) with side!Markson

Genre: angst,romance,slight fantasy(after life)

Rating: PG/PG-13/R

Warnings:major character death,strong language,mentions and usage of alcohol,may also have a mentions of sex and sexual situations longer into the story.

Disclaimer: I don't own any characters mentioned in this story,however,the plot line and idea are completely mine.

Author's note : This may be the angsties(not an adjective lol) story I've written so far.If you got shocked/confused after reading the warnings don't worry.It won't be that dark...maybe.I really like this story so far and up until now I've been inspired to write it.I hope it stays like that *cough* writer's block *cough*.I really hope you guys enjoy this!

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Chapter One

My reflection in the mirror

(There's no smile on my face)

Is so empty,as if there's nothing there

I walk alone on the street that feels so empty

(It's quiet just like my heart)

Baby don't worry

After waking up from the dream that was you

This morning of reality feels so empty

(My heart feels so empty)

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'When there is will there is a way',the old adage says and as much as it's overused,it does make a good point.We had enough will,but the combination of bad circumstances brought us to where we are now;more precisely,where we aren't.

A lot of people had called it an accident,that we were just in a wrong place,at the wrong time,but i still think that it was something much stronger and more meaningful than that.Something a human can't explain.Someone would call it a destiny,and I'd have to agree.Either that,or a sick joke from life itself in order to destroy our happiness.

You probably wonder who am I,but that is the least important thing now.

Simply put,I was once a person who enjoyed life and tried to live it with full lungs.A person who was once smiling,enjoying to stay up till early hours to watch a sun peak shyly behind the tall buildings.And maybe,the most important thing,I was once a person who loved,strongly and hopelessly;I could also add tragically since that's all that is left now.A big tragedy.