Trip To Oblivion (Jaeson/Markson story AU)

Chapter 2

I knew some of you were going to be disappointed by the way this story started.Sorry if it wasn't how you expected it to be but I still hope you give it a chance.Love you *gives lots of cookies*This chapter contains a time skip to a half year later(just so you don't get confused even though there is a date)

Enjoy!

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I tell myself,you don't mean a thing,

And what we've got,got no hold on me,

But when you're not there i just crumble.

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Love is torture makes me more sure,

Only love can hurt like this.

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June 21st,2014

''I'm just saying,you'll have to be more present now that your dad is retiring.''Jinyoung says and Jackson only half listens to his friend complain for the God knows what time.He takes a big gulp of beer,putting his legs on the chair opposite of him.There is barely any wind and the heat is strong in the air.Jackson feels a few drops of sweat cascading down his naked chest steadily as he takes another sip of the cold beverage.Jinyoung narrows his eyes at him.

''So now you're ignoring me,huh?''He asks.

Jackson just shrugs,taking a cigarette from behind his ear before lighting it up.The nicotine burns his lungs but he's already used to it.It feels comforting as he exhales a puff of smoke that unintentionally goes straight in Jinyoung' face.The younger male scrunches up his nose and waves a hand in front of him to chase the smoke away.The tips of Jinyoung's ears turn red and Jackson is sure that the other male is annoyed by now.

''You know what,Jackson? I don't fucking care.''He pushes the chair harshly and stands up,''I'm trying okay?I really am,but it's hard when you're being an asshole all the time.''Jackson spares him a glance as he exhales again,this time to the other side.

''Well maybe I don't want you try anymore,''he points out,''Maybe I just want you to leave me alone.''He spits before he picks up the ashtray and heads inside of his apartment.Jinyong continues to follow him like a neglected puppy and Jackson feels the irritation climbing up his neck.

''Look,I know it's hard,''Jinyoung's voice is softer this time when he speaks and it only irks Jackson more.He hates when people pity him.Jinyoung puts a hand on his shoulder,and turns him around so that they are on the eye level,Jinyoung being only a few inches taller than Jackson.His eyes are full of symphaty.Jackson feels sick to his stomach.

''It's been almost a year.Don't you think-''Before he can even finish his sentence Jackson slaps his hand off harshly and backs away,his palms forming a tight fist.

''Don't you even dare finish that,Jinyoung,''he says through gritted teeth,''Now please leave before I do something or say something that I'll regret later.''He lowers his head,knuckles on his hands turning white from the force of squeezing.Jinyoung sighs deeply,running a hand through his black hair.

''Whatever.I'm not apologizing this time,''he says as he puts on his flipflops,''I still mean every single word I've said.''

Jackson isn't looking at his best friend.Instead he fixes his gaze on the crack on the wall that he punched almost a year ago and never had a heart to repair it fully.