Bitches Series #1: Khea Flint [FIN]

Flint #12

"Lutang ka na naman ter" napatingin ako kay Princess na umupo sa tabi ko. I just smiled at her. But I doubt if its genuine.

"Dito daw siya mag aaral this semester" I sighed and faced the the field. I closed my eyes and feel the fresh air na tumatama sa mukha ko.

"Threaten ka diba? That's why you're acting like that? Why you shutting yourself away from us. That's bullcrap Khea!" I flinch at Princess's words "Khea naman! Wag kang ganyan! Its been One fuckin' week! One week ka nang nag aantay sakanya sa park, one week ka na niyang hindi kinikibo, at one week ka nang umaasa!" yeah, it's been 1 week. For 7 days, I was just staring at them from afar and Hell yes, within that one week sila ang magkasama. Ang sakit diba? Para na akong tangang tumatawa tapos iiyak.

Naramdaman ko ang pagyakap saakin ni Princess "Pero matagal ka nang hindi nag she-share samin ter, hinayaan ka namin because you're happy pag kasama mo siya. And by looking at you now ter? You need a rest.Bring back the old Khea Flint that we know" I looked at Princess who is smiling at me warmly "So, break up with him"

I laughed, I laughed so hard with my bff's stupid words, she just looked at me like I'm kinda alien or what, but I still feel my tears rolling down my bare face.

I wipe my tears pati narin ang sipon ko "Yun na nga Cess e, technically he wasn't an ex-boyfriend. But he was an ex-something, an ex-maybe. An ex-almost" and there, I brokedown in front of my friends. I'm fucked up. TOO. FUCKED. UP

I sighed "I don't know what to do. Don't know where to fuckin' start!" Ano nga ba? Paano nga ba? Ang unfair naman. Natatandaan ko pa ang sinabi sakin ni Zab 4 days ago.

"May bumulong sa saakin kahapon ba, yung ex ni Duke bumalik na daw"

"May bumulong sa saakin kahapon ba, yung ex ni Duke bumalik na daw"

"May bumulong sa saakin kahapon ba, yung ex ni Duke bumalik na daw"

Parang sirang plaka na pa ulit ulit sa utak ko. Ano nga ba laban ko sa ex niya? Wala. Okay lang sana kung sinabi niya sa akin e, hindi yung pinaasa niya pa ako with his sweet gestures. Pero wala talaga e. Temporary Bliss huh?

He said that he'll never gonna leave me. Ang tanga ko para maniwala diba? Nature na ata yun ng mga babae,ang magpakatanga at maging tanga. Tangina lang!

I looked at Zee who's looking at me blankly, she sighed "Sometimes all you need is twenty seconds of insane courage, just literally twenty seconds of bravery. And I promise you Flint, something will come of it"

"C.R" they just nodded, I need to fix my face, may klase pa ako.

"Missy" I froze at my spot. That voice. Ngayon palang siya magpaparamdam? Ang Sarap niya sumbatan at sampalin but I don't have enough strength to do that and sino ba ako sakanya? Ha! Ako lang pala ang naging pampalipas oras niya nung mga araw na nangungulila siya sa girlfriend niya.

Inangat ko ang mukha ko only to see his pained reaction. Ano namang drama eto? Im tired of this shit.

"Im sorry" he said almost whisper. He tried to reach me but shove his hands away and ran away. Ang sakit lang. Parang inamin niya naring nagkabalikan sila sa putang sorry niya.

I let Zee's words sink on me...

Maybe she's right.