"I'll be back after work. Don't wait up." Lani left still mad at me. I laid on my bed and sighed loudly. It was not my fault! I sort of understood why she was mad at me but everything she said just made me mad. I was tired of being mad.
Mickey made me mad. Lani made me mad. Lani's ex made me mad. I had way too much on my mind. I grabbed my stash and started to roll a blunt. I rolled it perfect and lit it. I just wanted to forget about everybody.
I got my bottle of vodka and drank it straight with no chaser. While I smoked and drank by myself, someone knocked on the door downstairs. I went and answered it. Malia walked in.
"I have to confess something to you." She said. I nodded and just went to my room with her following behind me. I sat back down in my bed and took another shot.
"I had no idea you did this stuff. But anyways... I just need to tell you something. I'm tired of holding it in." I inhaled my blunt again and blew the smoke into the air while waiting for her to talk. "I want to have sex with you." I choked on the smoke surprised at her.
"Lia is that a joke? Aren't you pregnant? Why would you tell me that when I'm with Lani?" I asked feeling my eyes droop. This was laced kush. I kept smoking it though.
"No it's not a joke. I am pregnant but so what. Lani doesn't need to know." She started to kiss my neck and run her tongue up and down the sides.
I moaned tilting my head to the side. I put the blunt down and took another drink of the vodka before Malia made me lay down. She held my arms down and kept sucking on my neck. She unclasped my bra and played with my nipples.
I watched biting my lip and sitting up on my elbows. She smirked and unzipped her jacket revealing her naked chest. The juice must have hit me because the next thing I knew Malia was tonguing me down.
I kept blacking out but every time I came back I was shaking and gripping Malia's hair or scratching her back. It felt like that went on for hours. Then she was gone and I was knocked out.
***
I woke up to yelling.
"Kyra wake the fuck up!" I rolled over rubbing my eyes.
"What the fuck.." I held my forehead and opened my eyes. Lani looked mad as hell.
"Tell me why I came home to see drugs on the nightstand and you passed out naked! You have hickeys all over you!! You cheated on me?" I sat up and sighed.
"Maybe." She laughed and started packing her stuff.
"We're done. Take your drunk ass back to sleep." She said leaving making sure to slam my door. I really messed up. At this point I didn't care. I was about to make some changes.
I got up and took a shower. I put on cargo shorts, a baseball jersey, and Legends. I put my hair in a bun and put a chain on. I was tapping into that stud mentality of mine finally. I started to draw a new picture I wanted to work on while playing loud music.
I took a break and rolled another blunt. I was about to be off my shit. I put on my glasses and went down to the living room. Lani was sitting on the couch. She was here the whole time.
"I'm sorry babygirl. I was out of it." I said sitting on the arm of the couch. She rolled her eyes.
"God Ky you need to control yourself. Just because you're mad doesn't mean let someone else take care of you. You're lucky I didn't leave because I swear I wouldn't have came back." I sat next to her frowning.
"I'll make it up to you. I promise." She took the blunt from my hand and smoked it herself.
"Just tell me who it was." She said sitting back.
"I don't think you wanna know. That would mess up a lot."
"Tell me!" She said.
"It was Malia.." I replied. Lani looked shocked.
"That bitch... I got her next time I see her. For sure." She stood up and I pulled her right back down on my lap.
"Chill out girl damn. Malia is pregnant. Remember that." I said with my arm around her waist.
"Don't worry about that. I can hit her face only. Don't tell me to chill out either! I could beat your ass too." She yelled trying to get up. I just wrapped both arms around her and started to kiss her neck.
"Chill out." I said one more time. She relaxed in my arms almost instantly.
"This ain't gon work next time." She said quietly. I slightly laughed and bit her. She let out a moan on accident and smacked my leg. "Fuck Ky I'm supposed to be mad at you!"
"Well stop being mad." I said. My dad walked in the house and Lani hates my dad so she got up and went to my room. Then Mickey's dumbass texted me.
Mickey- Come get your stuff please
Me- K. Omw
I went to my room to tell Lani where I was going.
"You're really going to get your stuff at 11pm?" She asked crossing her arms.
"Yesss. I'll be back. Don't wait up" I left and went to Mickey's house. I seen Chris on the couch and Mickey sitting in a chair smoking a doobie. I automatically got nervous because of Malia being his girlfriend and all.
"Wassup Kyra. What you doing here?" He asked while rolling a blunt.
"I could ask you the same. I'm here to get my stuff." I said sitting down.
"Might as well match with us for a little while. Lani will be good." I slightly nodded and began to roll up a blunt. I felt awkward around Mickey but I was cool with Chris so it didn't matter.
We were smoking and smoking a lot.. Then I was out right there on the couch.
