(Haileys P.O.V)
Haileys eyes widened at the sudden contact. She felt herself kiss back, wrapping her arms around his neck. Her heart skipped a beat at the gentleness and love radiating from his lips. She was so close, she could feel his heartbeat against his chest.
As he pulled away, he watched her expression nervously. All she could think to do was break out sobbing. she had wanted this for so long, but the recent events were driving her away from him.
"What's wrong, why are you crying?"
She attempted to speak, choking on her own words. She so desperately wanted to jump in his arms, but that too her body refused to do. She was so lost, and afraid. Her thoughts were violently consuming her.
She couldn't hear his voice anymore. The sounds in her head were making her want to scream. She would've been better off without that kiss.
She was shaking by then, her heart aching terribly. She let out a scream, her eyes closing shut. Who knew she could be affected so terribly by something so amazing.
(Ricky's p.o.v)
Hailey let out a scream, basically sobbing into her legs. Ricky didn't know what to do. He stared at her, in fear of it being his fault. He grabbed ahold of her gently shaking her.
"HAILEY!"
she let out another painful cry. Ricky held her gently. He rubbed her back gently, thinking of how all he'd done was hurt her up to now. He was an awful friend to leave her alone, he was an awful friend not to stop her, he was an awful friend to push her to insanity.
He knew in his heart there was only one thing he could do to protect her from such misery. She'd be better off without him, maybe even happy. It hurt him to think such things. But it had to be done for haileys mental and emotional health.
"Hailey, I'm gonna go." He whispered, his voice cracking as he said it.
(Haileys P.O.V)
Hailey had calmed down a little; by now. She heard Painful words echo from Ricky's lips. She begged what shed over heard was was just her mind tricking her. But once she felt his grip unlace from her body, her fears started to come back.
His weight gradually went off the bed, and the patter of his black vans vibrated on the withered wood. She sat there, starting to sob once again. How could he leave her again? Her thoughts screamed at her to go get him. She sat up, running full speed to the the beetle he was climbing in to.
"DONT YOU FUCKING DARE RICKY!" She screamed, gripping his arm and pulling him out. The now mix of rage, and pain she was feeling was making her face go red as she cried.
"YOU LEFT ME ONCE AND NOW YOU JUST THINK LEAVING ME AGAIN IS OKAY? RIGHT AFTER YOU KISSED ME? YOU FUCKING DICKFACE!" She screamed.
"LEAVING ME ISNT GOING TO FIX SHIT, RICKY! YOUR MY BEST FRIEND AND I BASICALLY DIE EVERY TIME YOU DO SHIT TO ME LIKE THIS! WHAT MAKES YOU THINK THIS PUSSY MOVE IS GOING TO DO? HUH?!" She pushed him, rage peering on her face as she cried.
"I FUCKING LOVE YOU! I HAVE FOREVER! YOU RUNNING OFF IS HURTING ME! NOT YOU ALONE! I FUCKING DIE EVERY TIME YOU DO THIS!" She cried.
"BUT FUCKING CLEARLY MY FEELINGS DONT MEAN SHIT!" She fell to the ground sobbing. Now he was definantly going to leave her. How could she be so stupid.
(Ricky's P.O.V)
Ricky stared at the female wide eyed. She loved him? The thought of it, made him smile. He knew what he had to do.
"Hailey?"
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FanfictionLife has always been hard for Hailey Edwards. Spontaneous moving. A sibling being lost to death. The break up of her parents. After Living with her mom in Livingston for 8 years; she finally got the guts to go live with her father in Seattle. After...