I'm afraid

Chapter 16: Why are they doing this?

The Ed fucking Sheeran want to write and sing a duet with me.

This is the best thing ever.

The best start of my birhday.

The waiter came.

"Good morning. Are you ready to order?" he asked us.

After we ordered everybody started to talk.

I was just sitting there and was thinking.

Was that the only thing today?

I hope it.

The only thing I want to do today is watching a movies with the boys and then go to sleep.

"So Jo after breakfast we are going to a amusement park." Liam said.

What?!?!

I told them that I don't want to do anything.

"And after that we go home and you get your presents" Harry said.

Now I am getting angry.

How could they.

I told them not to.

I glared at them and shook my head no.

Ed looked at me like a got crazy.

"Why is she glaring at you boys?" he asked them.

Oh so they didn't tell him that I don't want to celebrate my birthday.

That can be fun for them to explain.

"Ehhm. She doesn't want to celebrate her birthday. She doesn't want any presents or cake or party" Zayn told him.

I think Ed's mouth hit the floor.

He was so shocked.

"Why wouldn't you want to celebrate your birthday?" he asked me.

"I never celebrated my birthday and I don't want to start with it. And the last time I really 'celebrated' my birthday was when I got raped the first time and that was 5 years ago" I told him the truth.

He was more than shocked when I told him I got raped.

"How could someone do such a bad thing to a beautiful, smart and talented girl like her?" he asked the boys.

"We don't know" they said at the same time.

After we ate our food we got to the car.

I am not looking forward to this day.

Really why are they doing this?

I don't want this.

Sorry that this is so short.

Maybe I will post a second chapter tonight.

Anyway I hope you liked it.

Love you xxxxx

°Debby°